simplicity

2008-08-30T21:59:00.001+08:00

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2008-07-09T14:23:00.002+08:00

Just came back from da-baoing my lunch from MakanShiok. I must say that their Ayam Penyet/Penyat is damm nice. Though quite spicy, but it's great man!

Saw 2 old ladys that usually hang out in this area. Actually I got to notice them through the Spin and Win promotion at Hong Kah Point.

One of the old lady collects old cardboards and cans, and since we have alot of old cardboards at the booth, I normally hand it to her. So that she at the same time, earn some money from it.

The other old lady frequents the booth, not to spin the wheel, but actually to get a balloon from us. According to Ah Wang (my god brother who i got to know at the booth), she often request for the red balloon.

I just saw old lady no. 2 at the coffee shop downstairs of my workplace. She just sat down there, hands on the table and holding a blue plastic bag which I'm not sure what are the contents, but what came to mind was,"Have she taken her lunch?", "Should I go up and ask her, and probably offer to treat her something instead?" But in the end I didn't, and now I am currently typing an entry sitting right here.

Maybe I really think too much. But...don't u think they're pitiful? Like if they really have nothing to eat? Maybe only survive on the meager sum that they have...haix. Perhaps that's the problem of having no or low education.

2008-07-04T11:40:00.002+08:00

hi everyone. i quite bored now...nothing to do. havent handed up my moe tuition fee application form. shld i send or hand it up personally? Zzz. And gotta help him buy white longsleeve shirt and black pants... family visit on sunday. (:

kinda confused over whether taking up psychology was right from the start...perhaps cos i'm scared if there're too many yo yo yo ppl there-or some other culture which i cannot fit in. Hope everything turns out good. =X
Another concern that I have would be my futre prospects, being a graduate in psychology doesnt mean that i can practice psychology outside. needa get least masters/phd. Otherwise, from my observation while reading The Straits Times on saturday, careers in education of special needs children would need such qualifications. or HR-when they only need a general degree.

I really dont know what I want in life...kinda lost without any aims or targets or goals for me to achieve. Somehow going with the flow of getting a degree and then heck it. Teacher? Banking/Finance industry? Accountant? TCM specialist?

hope i wake up someday with a GOAL in life. if not, it's the start of a season of deep thinking.

2008-06-19T20:32:00.002+08:00

Just opened the mailbox this morning and saw a large envelope from NTU. thought it was the handout for my NIE handbook, so I didnt really take note. However, when I was opened the letter while talking to kS at Macs, I found out that it was the Freashmen Handbook for NTU, and I had been successful in my appeal for a course in Psychology in NTU.

OMG. really dilemma now. A part of me is thinking if I should take up the Psychology course, do extremely well in the course and then jump course at the next sem. If not, to accept the MOE offer to become a techer for 4 years, with the first 2 years of study paid by MOE and I still get salary from them... otherwise, to reject all offers and concentrate on my RETAKING A levels.

I am thinking if I should accept the Psychology course, do extremely well in both the course and A levels (retake) and then opt to change my course after year 1.

WHAT SHOULD I DO?
kind souls please offer me some suggestions!!! =/

anyway, gals outing: joy, wanting, angie and me to makan at Alexander food ctr was good! great dinner ;) and wanting, I've blogged again! HAHAHA.

confused.

2008-06-06T10:20:00.002+08:00

Currently working at the Spin and Win promotion at Hong Kah Point.

And guess who I saw just now? Mr. Econs Tan.

Spoke with him about sch, naturally he mentioned the university thingy...told him I gotten rejected from NUS and NTU, he seemed quite surprised that BCC tio rejected. But after telling him my choices for course...he kinda knew why I kena rejected. Mr. Tan said that I kinda wasted my chances by putting business as my 1st choice for both schools. I guessed so too. Maybe I shouldnt have put that as my choice. Haix.

And I told him I'll be retaking the exam, but cant get him to tutor me Econs again. Sadx. Mr. Tan said he's going to RV to start their Econs programme for IP students. WAH. RV people zhuan4 dao4 liao...

Sometimes I wonder, so what if we have gotten a degree? Does it make us seem better or become the smarter and privilleged mankind? Life still goes on, perhaps having that piece of paper is a springboard to several opportunities. Shucks.

Gotta get back to work.

2008-05-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

As she opens the mailbox, anxiety overcame her as she saw the university logo that she was awaiting for.

The letter is a flat, thin piece. Different from what people in the forum had said. Immediately she knew it was a bad omen.

Upon arriving home, she peeled open the letter, took out and read:

...I regret to inform you that your application for admission to NUS has not been successful.

That's it.
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Once I read this part, I knew I was almost gone. I became very angry and disappointed. You mean even engineering doesn't want a BCC grader? At that moment I really hated NUS, hated the STANDARD letter format. But I knew I was the cause of it. It's me who went for the exam.

And I didnt do my best at all.

Right now I really want to show to these freaking unis what I'm capable of. There's this flame in me right now that urges me to retake the entire exam again. I am tempted.

But I havent received my outcome from NTU. I have these options:

Retake the A LEVEL EXAM.
Wait for NTU's reply. Pray for miracles to happen, pray that I get into other courses other than NIE.
If my teaching application is successful, I opt for teaching.

WHERE SHOULD I GO? I'm tired.

2008-05-26T18:37:00.002+08:00

Today is the 26^th of May 2008. Woke up at 7.47am and found myself running late for the MOE teaching interview scheduled at 9am. (And I also dreamt of myself being late for the interview, in the end had to call the person-in-charge to inform them about it). So anxious me hurried to wash up, then gulped down coffee and 2 slices of bread, got changed and went out. But so suay upon reaching the ground floor, the rain started pouring and poor me had to take out my umbrella to walk to the 240/246 bus stop near Parc Vista to get to Lakeside. But the rain just got so big that I had to turn in to the HDB flats route to walk to the MRT station instead.

As I just stepped into the shelter of the FIRST HDB flat, I saw an Indian (no racism intended over here) standing there with his hands holding something and fiddling at his pelvic region. On a closer look (as I was walking towards the HBD flat and he was somewhere near the entrance) I saw that he was actually ma****bating. OH MY TIAN. I quickly held the umbrella to block him, and hurried away in another direction. THIS IS FFFREAKING UNLUCKY AND DISTURBING. Ran till about 2 meters away den turned back to see if he’s behind…SHUCKS. And I was wearing heels at that moment!!! He was following behind me…DAMM IT. Really very scary to be in that situation. Moreover it was raining and there weren’t much people around. Though in the past when I saw something like that on TV, I would have said, “Just hit him in the groin la.” But being a TV viewer and in the situation was entirely different. I was really scared out of my wits and in the back of my mind; I just want to get out from that place to somewhere populated. Luckily I was nearing the MRT station, and there were some people walking towards it too. Boarded the train then off to MOE interview.

I couldn’t really comfort myself at that moment. Was really turning hysterical…Wanted to cry out but who dares to cry in such a crowded environment? I tried to stabilise my mind. And that was when this stupid guy stepped on my toe. Sianx. I wanted to scream at him at that moment to vent my anger and all the cramped up emotions. And I still had an interview to go. So silently, I kept to myself, forced to bring out a smile on my face and said..."It's okay."

Went for the short teaching interview that lasted about 10 mins, and then left the place for home. Saw this JJC gal from s19, and WOW, she can recognise that I'm from s16! And she's after my turn...I was the first interview of the day. We both got the same results except for GP and Econs. And she didnt take Chinese. Took 198 home, on the way really felt like crying, in the end wept. Thought for a very long while through the journey. Wonder what would happen if he learnt about what happened in the morning?

I didnt tell anyone else, partially cos I am going to blog about this today, and everytime talking about this crap send tremors down my spine...thinking about the running away and feeling so helpless while a demon is behind chasing after you.

No wonder I have dreams on running up and down through a HDB flat without lifts and exits.

Went back to work as per normal, faking that fake smile on my face and pretending nothing at all happened. Truth is, this is gonna affect life somehow. I hope not.

Then dear you got take out your knife and prepare to cut his thing just in case? :( i'm going to kill that indian. was his reply.

Yes, I will. By then I'll have castrated all men. (: *WELL DONE*

2008-05-20T11:03:00.002+08:00

I think i should blog down everything here before this post becomes another post-dated post.

Really sian LALALALALALA!

Omg. First, I should wish myself happy birthday! Yeah...19years n older by the second.

Dont know why I've become so pessimistic these days, in the morning dont feel like getting up for work, right now, really feel so listless.

Mum called in the morning to inform the angbao on the table belongs to me...then asked if I have any vacancies in my workplace. Is she quitting? Scared the hell outta me. Though she emphasised that she is still working there...?

I am sian.

2008-05-19T22:48:00.002+08:00

Can we stay constant at our class level and not change? I guess difficult.

Well, some skimply dressed girl today may turn out to be some top model. Though a boss may be just be contented to continue his life in a 5 room flat while others live in big bungalows.

Contented?

2008-05-15T16:56:00.003+08:00

Kinda bored now...feel like sleeping. So tot of blogging to keep me awake - as a result of the Ye Man Nai Nai Marathon on youtubethe other night.

Well, my job here would be considered quite free, but one thing is that I dont really like to talk. (For those who know me, I'm not the chity-chatty kind of person...)
So when I've to go down to liasie with the personnels...I am sian.

Anyway, will get on with LIFE.

Received MOE's teaching interview letter, on 26 May, 9am.
What a nice b'day gift. I'll be even happier if my acceptance letter frm NUS comes too.

Totally freaked out... 8 years bond. But if I'm selected I will do my best in that course.

Anyway, a dedication to Eve, Joy, Wanting! Thanks alot for your willingness to spend time with me for my bday tml! Sadly I'm having dinner with my family...Sorrie. But again, I really appreciatiate that u gals are willing to spend the day with me cos I've told u gals b4 that usually no one celebrates my bday, haha. =X

THANKS!!!

2008-05-04T19:32:00.002+08:00

Anyway, life is really getting to simply boredom. Mondays-Fridays: work, plus tuition on Monday and Tuesday, and then weekends left to meeting kS(if he can book out, that is).

I really need more time to get used to this. Zzz.

Sometimes, you really wonder, do certain people treat u as existent? Some advertising slogans really put it across well. All it take is a smile and care, perhaps a lil' sms can brighten someone else's day. Oh wells...maybe I am too free to think about such things, people have stuff to do.

Went to King's factory sale and bought a carton of Sweetcorn potong ice-cream and a carton of yam waffle...plus a buy-one-get-one-free King's tub of ice-cream. (:

Chill~~ chill~~ chill~~~woots.

2008-05-01T21:37:00.004+08:00

Hi friends, I'm back aain...so many stuffs happened recently, kept thinking of blogging but no strength to switch on this laptop and plug in the modem and click on the Internet Explorer icon.

kS is now in the army and is coming back to mainland tomorrow for a SHORT while...will be back to Tekong in the evening...Zzz. Kena stupid guard duty and has to stay in Tekong during Labour Day.

Okay...where to update from?

1) kS's army life
Not really getting used to it as I only see him during weekends. And he chosen for guard duty today! OMG. And Saturday's the start of field camp, less time to see him again. 2weeks confinement+!week plus of field camp. Argggh. And please dont be so cheeky and land yourself into more "knock it downs"
And he's now back in camp for FIELD CAMP.

2) Citibank
I've completed my job there at Citi, moving on to another job near my place...some project management in the heartlands of Jurong West... (: save alot on transport and food also... But I'll miss the folks there in Citibank, especially M3 people, supervisor Rex, Wendy the rowdy one, David the goody man, Jenny the 20+ yr old with 3kids, Alysia the destresser, Weijing the jinglebell, Kimberly the godma and Adeline the underaged...haha. not to forget Felicia, my goody temp partner who has left the company before me... Thanks, guys and gals, for the memorable experience in Citi, no wonder it's the EMPLOYER OF CHOICE for many! (:

3)New tuition job
Just gotten myself a new tuition job in Taman Jurong. She's a primary 4 malay kid. But her maths aint good...Bad news is it's twice a week. Haix.

4)New job as Project Mgmt Exec in Hong Kah Point. lol
With help from Ting You, I managed to find another job which is so near my place...Helping out with the project that they have, e.g: GSS 2008...? hmmm. gotta start to get used to the new environment again...

Gonna start afresh. PEEPS.

And i havent received any confirmation letter yet...shivers.

2008-03-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

The last blog entry was mths ago...man~ I must say I have lost touch of the blogosphere. The only time that I could touch the PC would be during work. Logging on to the same application and pressing the 16 digits...calling and demanding pym (payment). Somehow it has become a routine for all the officers there. But I'm happy working there. At least the ppl there are amiable and friendly, interesting too, I must say. If there's a chance I would probably join back to this familiar place again...

Results are coming in a few days time, hope all is well. *crosses fingers n toes*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!AHAHAHHAHAH!!!!

Somehow I feel that I have lost touch with quite alot of friends, I dont go mahjong with friends unlike kS the gambler (joking), and I dont really have alot outings with friends unlike Joy. So it turns out to be a occasional sms-updating thing, we rarely go online now, much less talk on the phone with friends.

Need an outing urgently. Esp with 06s16.
thinking of a luncheon after the results are released on Friday. but worried that some, or rather, I wont have appetite to eat. How troublesome. So I guess in the end it'll be a let's-decide-on-the-spot thing again...

Till then, see ya on friday.

*missing u guys n gals alot here...esp after going back to jjc tdy*

2007-12-31T20:36:00.000+08:00

New Year's arriving soon...and it's time for more and more resolutions and reflections! =D
And I remembered I used to like GP cos my compo grades were not bad...haha. Ms Tan says I think 'alot'...HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

x things that I should have done in 2007:

Study like I'll have no tomorrow when I was still schooling.

Given you a tight slap the other time when you tread on the road less travelled.

Given my n% of effort while I was sitting for tests, big ones and small ones.

Held on to my beliefs and REGULATIONS.

Cried less.

Appreciated my family more than anyone else.

z things that I should be doing in 2008:

STUDY STUDY STUDY. DEGREE DEGREE DEGREE.

Do what I must and forgo what I should not.

Respect for eveyone.

Throw less tantrums.

Complain less. Talk less.

Learn to be more sociable and talk about Mazdas.

Give my best shot in everything.

Be the best loanshark. Er. Collector.

Advice to those schooling and young:

Your mum and dad is right. Dont start pa-torh now. You dont have much years left to schooling but you still have alot time to date with guys.

Dont come come later than 12am unless you have valid reasons.

STUDY HARD AND DONT LET YOUR PARENTS DOWN.

Always do what is right. Follow your brain. not mind.

2007-12-31T19:36:00.000+08:00

Today, as usual, woke up with a i-dont-want-to-go-to-work kind of attitude and laid in bed...
was looking at my handphone for that while. i guess some1 made a promise to call but didnt.

Then woke up, washed up, changed and got ready for work. Was quite late, thus accidentally slamming the door when I walked out.

In the bus, I was still looking at my handphone. When I arrived at the MRT station, I gave up hope to wait for that call while I ran frantically to catch the oncoming train.

When I arrived at the bank, surprised to see almost everyone there...though I reached around the same time as I always do. But there's no empty seat, so my college and I had to go to the other side to call.

Calling...Calling. "Hello, may I speak to XXX? I'm Yi Qi calling from Citibank..." Met with some irritating customers, so nice customers who promised to pay and wished me a happy new year.

Lunch is okay too. Went to this restaurant with 6.90 Jap set meal. That's one hour off my salary. But lunch today was better than the past...at least I got to talk. Sounds quite pathetic though.

After sometime that we started eating...

Collegue1: Hmmm, so how you going to spend your new year's eve? (looks at me)
Me: Oh...I think i'm staying at home...(wants to elaborate but mind says no)

Collegue2: Oh...Yi Qi is like an old auntie now...(jokingly)
*I didnt take taht as an offence, cos I know she's joking*

(at the back of my mind I was thinking, ya, true. I'm really very old already...)

Collegue1: How about your boyfriend?
Me: Oh, he's spending it with his friends.

Collegue2: Why not you join him? Get to know his friends as well...
Me: ( mind says: I dont really go for such parties with ppl whom I dont know)

Me: But i think most of the are girls. (I REALLY REGRET SAYING THIS)

Collegue1: HUH!?! You're really a secure person.
Collegue2: All the more you should go lor...if not ____________.

Collegue1: Ya, if I were you, I'll go along.
Me: uh...okay...i'll go then... (haix...)

Collegue2: But he got invite u also?

Me: (not very sure, but says this to save face) Ya, he did, but i rejected.

***Then my collegues kept telling me to join him***

Thereafter came alot of talk on guys and how insecure gals can get with their guys...most of it I think is quite true. To think I thought I'm the only one who feels like that... And they're more 'controlling' over their guys than I am. lol. That why I often say, dont get your girl jealous over some other women. she'd give you hell.

After work collegues 1&2 reminded me to go to the countdown with him, if not they'd not talk to me and not lunch with me liao. I understand their intentions, but in my opinion, I would feel awkward if I went.

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After work I called my boyfriend, who said that he's sleeping and just woke up not long ago... then after a *long silence*, he said that he's going to bathe now and will call back later...And after a lot of "no need"s, I finally said..."We see how lar"

Took the train back and reached lakeside within 45 mins...throughout the whole journey I am still looking at my phone, wondering what kind of bath is that guy taking that made him not call me even after such a long time. Reached lakeside and mind says to take a gamble to his place, who knows, he might call when I'm just outside his doorstep. BUT ALAS(this phrase always used in compos), he didnt and I bought some fries from the coffeeshop nearby and went home.

Walked through the pasar malam to my place, I found a nice spot and sat down. Called my boyfriend again. Asked him why he's taking such a long bath. His reply was, you say no need call so i didnt call mah...
***Right now, for all the guys, you'd think: Ya what, nothing wrong.
BUT for the women: Shit. Dead meat***

I thought the same as most women/deemed childish girls would think. If I say not to call you wouldn't call. If I said not to watch soccer/play mahjong would you have done the same?

But i understand that most guys would reckon that I am unreasonable and my boyfriend did the right thing. I knew that too, that's why I told him okay lor...bye bye. And hung up. And he said wcb(will call back) when he's going out later on.

Me: no need already.

Back home is again the drama thing again. Cry and wept and hailed and sobx. And got my boyfriend so fustrated that he wanted to cancel his appt today.

Thank you for reading this very-the-long-post. I'm feeling better now.

Watch out for the next post coming in 3 hours time. (;

2007-12-29T01:22:00.000+08:00

Once again, I've hit the rough patch of my life yet again. Really tired now. Just now while sleeping some crazy girl come in and started whining about extra blosters and pillows that do not belong to her. Threw the stuffs ard and I tio kena liao. Darn PISSED and feeling very down then. But now... i'm beginning to feel better. hopefully I'll be fine tml.

Work is not as pleasant. I realised I cannot really click with my other temp collegues in my area. They talk alot, I don't. They talk about Mango, Zara, Cars, Mazda RX, driving license, SIM blah~ So most of the time I'm there listening to them talk...and feel weeny left out, probably I'm not so ang moh as them... I realise I can communicate more with the perm staff at my side, though I rarely hang out with them. Maybe i'm really old in thinking...

When work is not going well, you turn to your friends and confidante.
When they fail, you turn to your family.
When your family is unable to be there for you,
you turn to your bloster and teddies.

Started calling today. Was really unusually scared and uncomfortable. I'm not really used to sitting down there all alone and then calling. I'm more used to folding letters and running errands. Maybe that's bcos I have a relatively low confidence level...must be it.

I feel like i'm being used. then strewn away after you'd your fun.
I dont know you at all.

2007-12-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm. it's been a while since i updated, and i think no one would really come by again to take a peek at my blog... =P

Anyways, jus to update this cobby-webby filled blog of mine...

I've started on this job at Citibank, as a loanshark. Oops, i mean CREDIT CONTROL OFFICER. lolx. Long names work wonders. hahhahahha.
What initially satrted out as a plain thought slowly evolved into...hmmm.

The training was good, but then on one of the test i failed badly. 50 marks. So I had to retake it, and before that, the trainer (Jimmy) was asking me if I would want to reconsider the job again...i was going to give up. but then during lunch, my collegue, Felicia spoke to me and caused me to change my decision. So in the end I stayed on...

I'm not sure if it's gonna be the right choice, but then i think i'll just have to hang in there for now...
And sis said that I talked in my slp last night. Guess the content?

Me: Eh, na4 ge4 shi4 she3 me4 account ar?
Sisters: (giggles)
Me: What the hell. (and goes back to sleep)

LOL.

2007-11-26T21:28:00.000+08:00

went to pay my respect to the chicken rice stall ah-ma today. for your information for those who don't really know her, she's gone from all of us. due to an accident that happened in school.

life is really unpredictable. one moment he could be sitting there, chatting happily with you and the next, he's gone. to quote the cliche saying, life is fragile. treasure it while you can, and do your very best to make someone's life on earth today worthwhile too. that's a happy world.

back to the crux. the funeral was a pretty simple buddhist funeral, and the playing of the sutra's is really saddening. kS and I went up too see her for the last time. she looked happy, i guess she went off very peacefully... though there was a straight scar lining across the scalp of her head. And seeing her would really make people cry. Or at least tears welled up in both kS and my eyes. She is really a fine lady. cheerful and kind.

hope you'll be leading a more enjoyable life up there. (: Rest in peace.

2007-11-26T09:08:00.000+08:00

Hey friends, sorry to have done the disappearing act on all of you for the past2 months. hhahahha. I'm now revived!!!!

Here to deliever a VERY IMPORTANT msg!

For grad nite 2007,

Venue: The Grand Ballroom, Amara Sanctuary Resort Sentosa

REGISTRATION STARTS AT 6.30pm. ALL to be SEATED by 7.30pm

This is the sitting arrangement for those going to Prom. Most of the s16 ppl are seated at Table 10, but some (no. 298- no. 300) have to sit with s14 ppl at Table 9.

PLEASE CHECK UR EMAIL FOR THOSE WHO'RE GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* Please remember to bring along your ticket on that night. Admission will only be granted to students with tickets.
RMB to print the event confirmation slip for free entry into sentosa.
OTHERWISE, BE PREPARED TO PAY $2 FOR ENTRY.

2007-09-29T09:49:00.000+08:00

Now I'm heavily in debt to alot of people. Literally. Haix.

WHERE DO I GET THE MONEY???

29092007 marks the day i truly rebel. Almost caused some huge WWVI. hmmm.
Who cares. But maybe as mum said, it's no use talking sense into him. WTH.
Senseless beings. should make them suffer one day.

Prelim results out... Up till now, all - GP, Phy, Chem: all dropped.
(Please dont keep saying you'll fail when you know you mugged like hell.)

One more month.

2007-09-01T08:48:00.000+08:00

To all from O6S16,

There'll be a GP remedial on MONDAY, 0800-0930, followed by a Physics remedial on Thursday, 0900-1200. Don't be late for lessons!

Take care and study hard for prelims. All the BEST!

to Joy and Ting You, sorry I couldnt join you peeps, cuz when you gals called me the 2nd time, I was already with my grandma, so looked very mean to leave her there...so...next time perhaps? =D Thanks anyway!!!

2007-08-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

What happened today was really a disaster. Total mess. At least for the couple.

Though some people commented that the male lead was too 'over' - and referred to stress as the cause of explosion of his temper. Maybe people behave differently. Try to put yourself in his shoes and at least look at where he's coming from before you condemn his attitude.

To the culprits: I hope that you guys are aware of the damage you've caused and are seriously repentant, if not, sincerely sorry about the conflict. Not all people take pranks as easy as you guys do. Thanks.

Then again, if the couple had been understanding and willing to listen to the other party, maybe all these wouldn't have happened.

This is my only avenue of fustration.

2007-08-19T08:07:00.000+08:00

**************HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NALAN AND S.M BROTHER (:**********

went to catch 881 yesterday. really good movie, or at least it sorta moved me to tears at some parts of the movie. local productions, in my opinion, is worthwhile supporting. simple subject made into a fanciful movie. funny yet realistic. ****(full marks 5 stars)

reality crunch. crdit crunch. munchy crunchy. oops. penmanship style...
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Reality crunch.
crunches you into pieces
seemingly never-ending.
faced with another crisis.

words and phrases can make people go mad. uneasy. helpless. seemingly schizophrenic.
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gonna cut my hair and start anew.

HAPPY MUGGING!

2007-08-12T14:04:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm.

Shut that mouth of yours and stop commenting that I went out to play instead of studying.
If not for you, I wouldn't EVEN NEED to go out to study and waste 90 cents and my time travelling.

I am more radical than you, freakin' shit.
Just leave me alone and I'll be thankful.

Maybe you should take up more jobs to contribute to the household rather than sit there, watch TV and let your arse rot away. Only then perhaps my impression of you will change.

*Buried in the stacks of papers and pens.
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^Thanks for being there, for i'll be lost if without your presence. Luv ya.^

2007-08-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

Was sick on Monday evening, so took the following day off to see a doctor. Was kinda surprised by the concern from friends. Esp 2 of the happy 3 friends. LOL. They keep asking me go home...i tot i am THAT detestable. Maybe I am. =X

Tuesday was spent sleeping and slacking. Got some messages from Angie and Joy. VERY TOUCHED~~ it's these kinda messages from friends that brightens up your day (;

Wednesday went to school to celebrate National Day. Concert...zzz. More of video screening la. LOL. Rono's video is damm nice. Funny also =)))))))
After concert slacked for a while and then went to Chong Sheng's place with Sebastian, Hoyin, Guo Liang, Shang Yu and Victor. Sounds wrong to go to someone's place with a group of guys, but we're all mature beings (:

That's us trying to cross a long long long pathway to Cs's hse. =D

Nintendo Wii (pronounced as "wee") rawks!!! =D had so MUCH MUCH MUCH fun playing with that new gadget that Chong Sheng had!!! 600plus bucks man! (but i think it's worth it la) Especially when Chong Sheng started shaking his butt when he demo-ed how to play the game...LOL!!! so cute! the music just makes you wanna shake along. =))))) ANY SPONSORS for WII? After that Hoyin and gang also started to shake along. HAHAAHHAHAHA. laughed until I peng-ed. WHAHAHAHAH.

2007-08-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

The STARK difference between the past and present.

I felt it.

Have you?

2007-08-04T19:08:00.000+08:00

As I sat down to do my homework. I felt the INTENSE heat on my skin surface. Couldn't concentrate at all. And my mood swang 180 degrees. Felt so irritated and angry at stuffs. I wanted to SCREAM. (effects of Global Warming)

On the day before the physics test, came across a human being making some predicitions using palmistry. Tio "predicted" by this man. Recommended that I should stay single cos I only stay with a guy only for $$$$$$, just because I had 'so CALLED' triangular eyes. Wow. nice one. imagine the aunties and uncles looking at me. Now i'm famous.

I HATE PASAR MALAMS

Maybe because of the environment that I grew up in, sometimes it sucks to have that feeling that all of your friends going overseas, having their material wants being satisfied by their parents. I know happiness aint measured by material wealth. I know it's a microscopic viewpoint. But having to see such barbaric, uncaring, disrespectful behaviour being displayed, with the trouble of having to worry if you have enough to spend, I guess it's hard to ignore.

Let's say you're a typical Chinese woman. From young, you hadn't received much education, say, only till secondary level in a Chinese School. Went through the same thing as a typical woman in the 70s, got married, had three kids. However, you had to pay for YOUR own medical bills, not some cheapo hospital, but some hospital in Orchard Road cos you heard the expertise is good there. Add that to the milk powder bills, daily neccessities and the kids schooling fees, though you HAVE A HUSBAND. May I ask where is that nice guy? Typical Singaporeans will say that the guy went to fool around, ran away, shirk resposibilities...etc. True to a large extent. That guy didn't have much education either, even of lower standards than the woman. But it's perplexing how that guy still wanted to change jobs so frequently, because "he couldn't get along with colleges". Now, he's a cleaner. And the woman took up a typical job of a factory worker.

The three kids have grown up, now still studying, and the fees still paid by the woman. But they have learnt to apply for financial assistance. Another problem is that whenever the household apply for some assistance, the guy still hesitates to take out his identification for verification purposes. So how would you feel if you were:
i) that woman
ii) the eldest kid? [8 marks] (lol, GP AQ)

Chances are, in this globalised and modern society, the woman will choose to divorce that guy and the kids will hate their dad. But in this context, the woman didn't.

So given a chance, most modern woman would choose a trustable guy with a stable income and some conscience. Who, in this present society in Singapore, would choose a guy with unstable income, living off his mum&dad, bad temper, and whatever negative traits?

Maybe I'm in the wrong to have triangular eyes in the first place.

2007-07-29T16:56:00.000+08:00

Very tired from all the cramming of information and crap. Zzzz.

Some summary of my life for yesterday... =D

28th July 2007
Went to the National Day Parade Preview with kS. I guess picture speaks a thousand words, so gonna post some pics here =) Anyway, many thanks to Wilson for the invitations ^^

That's the fly-pass of the national flag. I was supposed to be singing instead of taking pics... oops. =X

That's the stage.

Cool stunts.

Army guys doing some stimulated attack.

No seats in front. so both of us had to go right infront to watch the parade. Not bad...tio sprayed by the hose when the mini fire-engine came out...cool siah. LOL. Alot of REAL-TIME stuff. Really must be there to feel the atmosphere. =D

FIRE WORKS!!!

Cool jelly fishes controlled by tow-boats. =D
SPongeBOB!!!

These lasers are MILLION times cooler that Max's.

Saw this LAMBORGHINI during the performance and was really fascinated my it. REALLY WOW. I swear to own one in the future. (;

Picture from wikipedia. COOL siah~ think it is released this year only. =D

Comments: This year's NDP is really cool. With three bridges linking the main stage to the audiences. And the parade commander had to march all the way to and fro the bridge to ask for permission from the Speaker of Parliament. Guard-Of-Honour looks damm smart in the uniform. WOWs!!! The water screen with laser being projected on it looks exactly like Xi An's, except that it's a lil' bit smaller. HAHA. =D

2007-07-22T09:52:00.000+08:00

Week 6.

NOT MUCH TIME LEFT.

AND i'm still on the comp. =X

2007-07-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

Dear sewage system,

Without your proper presence in this family of seven, I guess you have seen how troubled and fustrated you've made us all become. We could not go the usual visits to you cousin (toilet) and also nephew (bathroom). What's worse, we've to dispose our waste water in areas such as in the longkang downstairs, and having to go through all these (when what i need to do is ONLY to brush my teeth) is a plain chore. I'm sorry that i've neglected your presence all these 18 years, and since we're moving soon, would you kindly do your final service to us, by ensuring that you're not playing tantrums? It's plain sadness having to endure the rapidly expanding bladder. And with this hot weather, all of us are getting more hot-tempered while trying to get you fixed.

I hope you'll be more sensible and get well soon.

And i really want to go toilet now. =X

2007-07-12T17:35:00.000+08:00

My life is becoming more boring, but ironically, somedays they're filled with pleasant stuffs...

Hanyang's "so-called" foetus in a test-tube. LOL

I attempted suicide in the lab. LOL.
(blood red colouration)

Nice green colour. That's why I like Lab work. =)

06S16 recently adopted a snail. looks cute until Sebas poured soymilk on it. gross~

the white white thingy near the flesh is the soymilk. =(

My nice high tea with you. =)

2007-07-11T14:47:00.000+08:00

Hihi peeps. Emo-happy-Emo-happy-Emo-happy...

Hmmm. Just some crappy stuffs.

What should I do now? Was really lost after what you told me and also the sms received. So should I just hope again that tomorrow would be a better day just like in the past? I really hate to say this, but I am really getting sick and tired of these stuffs. So is my usage of words wrong in the context, so much so that you misunderstand my meaning? Or is it that I am too fickle-minded that you don't know what to do but always use sarcastic comments? If not, maybe I'm really like what my keychain describes me-stubborn. Ya, both of us are too stubborn. Maybe I have a larger percentage of 'stubborn-ness' than you.

Are you unhappy about something? Unhappy about me not initiating chat with you or is it that I should not pretend that I didn't see you? What? How? They always say I'm lucky not to have chosen the other guy who popped the same question as you. But sometimes, I think to myself, should I have maintained my decision not to choose any? I don't now how to please people, I think, more often I piss people off rather than make them happy. All I know is to act crazy everyday so that I don't show any scars of my unhappiness, be it at home, or any other place. Seriously, I think that i'm attention grabbing and I like it when I get those attention.

Maybe those not involved would think that it's absurb to be at cold war over such a small matter. Ya, why? are we then? I admit I don't like those sarcastic comments from you. Who would? They don't really address the problem and most of the time, make matters worse. Ignore the sms? Why send it then?
I shan't weep for now.

Compatible or not.

I offer my sincere apologies to those that I've pestered and complained about, especially guys and girls of my class. So apologetic that I've made a nuisance of myself to you all out there. For now, I try not to disturb you peeps as much, and with my utmost ability, prevent myself from going bonkers and unstable in the middle of nowhere.

Thanks for all of your concern.
Sleep tight and rest well.
God bless. (sorry, but i'm not a Christian)

Bye Jordan.

2007-07-08T19:34:00.000+08:00

HI peeps, sorry for the last EMO post...wasn't feeling that great at that point of time. Haha. I think i'm an emo chap...

Joy Lim Shu Min, I really would like to thank you for your concern and the teeny weeny stuffs that you do that make a difference. To the rest of the girls, not that u peeps aint good, just that JOY is really too outstanding le...Joy, you really make a true and good friend, and being able to know you is really my blessing. Though u have a high forehead, but you're always so kind-hearted, always giving back those mean stuffs thrown onto you with kindness. Srew those bad ppl who're mean and ungrateful to you! =D JOY, RAWK ON!

Friday's lesson is really happening~~

*Jiahao trying a new stunt on his BAD FLU...

Mr. Econs Tan's new gadget: the selection tool!!! He presses the GO button and a name comes out...lol. I was happy thhat my name came out~SO COOL!!! and it came out twice...lol.

Some name came up...and as Hui Yi predicted...the clss was SILENT.

Once in history...HAHA.

Wanting's photography skills are GREAT!!! lol.
*now my mouth look so BIG

Studious students and mini snorlax-es in Maths lesson...lol.

Friday lessons are GREAT!!! =DDD

STUDY HARD OK?

2007-07-04T00:33:00.001+08:00

Have you ever...(really random post)

Have you ever wondered why you always had to finish doing something that you hate most because it's part of a standard curriculum?
Have you ever wondered who actually understands you the most?
Have you ever wondered what is it that keeps you ongoing till today?
Have you ever wondered how you could actually type things like, "haha", "lol" and "=D" in the conversation window, when in reality, you're crying deep down inside?
Have you wondered how many people will come and pay tribute to you at your wake?
Have you wondered what is it that you actually need in life?

Sometimes I really would like to be Evelyn for a day and scream my lungs off.

Heard Gabriel singing this during Civics today. Sounds good.
"I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter"

It's a different person you see everyday. BAHHHH!*

2007-06-30T10:53:00.000+08:00

Just gotten this relatively impt msg from Ms. Joy ytd:

SGC (school graduation cert.) DRAFT due on TUES!!!
Times New Roman, font size 12, Single spacing, 3rd person narrative.
Top 3 achievements in CCA/CIP
Send to respective CIP/CCA teachers thru LMS for vetting.
Rank achievements accd. to Leadership, Achievements, Service.
100-500 words PER achievement.
Save as class_index no._rank no. E.g.: 06S16_1_1

Pls relay msg down to all your friends!!! ESPECIALLY FOR 06S16peeps! =D

2007-06-26T18:08:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm. I just came back from the Maths remedial lecture...on Graphing Techniques. Dozed off during the lecture...Shang Yu practically nudged me while the time I was nodding my way...Haix. Always fall asleep during Mr. Leow's lectures =X

After the lecture, walked the route via classroom block to go out of school. I was surprised by my observation. Infront of me was LT and his gf, then while I walked down the stairs-saw infront (near the stairs close to the water cooler) another couple, then looked around to see YZ and gf walking towards the direction of squash court, then behind me were K and his gf. WOWs. FOUR COUPLEs. Seemed as though i'm surrounded by couples in Jurong JC. LOL.
Perhaps if someone were to do a couple survey/statistics study, we may break a HUNDRED of them. WAHHHHHHH!!!!!

Couples.couples.couples.couples.Couples. Maybe being single is better.

But like Ms. Tan commented during Civics: How many couples can really make it till marriage? -(though still a faraway thing compared to the present)

MUG MUG MUG. BYE.

2007-06-24T10:35:00.000+08:00

Wahhhhh...if only i had the means.

TO BUY THE DENIM SHORTS WITH SUSPENDERS (Evelyn calls it the Jumper) THAT EVELYN AND I SAW IN FOREVER 21...

GAHHHHHH~!!!
Finally the exams are over. I mean mid-year exams.
Now's the real test. Prelims then A levels. Zzzz.

Haven't typed my SGC yet. haix. seemed so sian to be self-praising. BHB lei.

Kill the shopping bug!

240507 (:

I guess I've emptied your pockets with that meal. =P

_Happy anniversary_

-Had been super moody these days
esp. during the exam period. Or is it DYM? lol.
icriedfor consecutive2days...atoughperiod

Went to walk walk with the girls after the Physics test on Friday. Lol. Ub3r sinful, with lunch at 11plus dollars...and walked around at Forever 21, River Island, Fox, Topshop. =)))))) Very satisfying...too bad i don't have the money. ROAR~ Evelyn and I took liking to the special 'jumper'!!! Joy and Tingyou had a go at the mini skirts, while Wanting and Bernice went round the shop to see see, look look =)

After that we all went to the open area and sat at the platform there, talked crap. Chatted about life on the Star Virgo, how Australia is so exciting, the coldness in Xi'An, and how victims and prisoners were purged in prisons and concentration camps. How lucky to be living in this era. =)

Then Jia Hao and Hoyin came with green "dyed" hair. LOL. turns out that the stylist decided to be nice and styled their hair after the cut. But the wax/gel had a weird colour...haha. GREEN. errie.

^^

2007-06-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

Haha...seems so long since I last updated my blog. Tried to study these days, but somehow i feel that i'm not actually making any effort at all...hmmm.

Anyway, here's a youtube video for you to LAUGH your arse off!!! HAHA
WONDERFUL STRESS RELIEVER!(recommended by kS)
=D ENJOY!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PxSNtwNZgyc

ALL THE BEST FOR THE COMMON TEST! MUG HARD PEEPS ^^

2007-06-07T15:10:00.001+08:00

this is an old song...but nevertheless NICE. I think only Wanting would remember. Cos she asked me wad's the title of the song...lol. Apt too.

2007-06-07T14:49:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for long. Seems rather weird to be blogging at this instance. Hmmm.

Went for the Physics camp today...learnt quite abit today. Mr. Lai's lesson is kinda concised/condensed. All the main points... =)
And my SHM still sucks. =X
becoming more distant...end?
I've to start le. Seems that i haven't long enough for me to study all topics and chapters...

2007-06-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

i really get pissed and fished-up easily. zzz. dun wanna use vulgarities here...hmmm. bad temper.

So many things happened recently. including the 'cold war' which happened outta nowhere. it's getting worser and worser. Suffocating.

Many people and friends around me are all getting prep-ed up for common test. How scary can that be, hearing

FISH*

he came in and fucked the hell outta me. Now I AM REALLY PISSED. SHUCKS.

as i was saying. I'd better starting mugging now. bye.
(maybe i should plan my finances to get myself in the hostel if i really get into uni next yr)

2007-05-27T09:56:00.000+08:00

it's been a while...seems weird to be blogging now.

Sometimes i do get the adreline to start study, but in the end the flame just dies off.

Seems that I get rather moody these days... withoutyou, istarttogetratherannoyedwiththelittlethingsthatyoudoandNOTdo. withyou,everthingseemsperfect.doistill?
Hmmm. The last week spent was still okay. As usual, remedials and extra lessons are coming my way...have to start mugger mode le. I don't want to leave with any regrets.

After the event, the crowd streamed out...some of the key figures of the event had stalks of sunflowers, lilies and roses. Wait a minute, I had prepared a few stalks for you too...Ah, better not take it out, anyway, I've crushed it unknowingly too. And I'm going to throw it all away...despite the relentless cries and attempts from friends NOT to dispose them.

In the end. I did.

dead or alive?

2007-05-21T17:25:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i updated.

had a whale of time on Friday and Sunday =)

Thanks, peeps, for all the presents and blessings, thanks for not forgetting me ;)

KangSheng.Joy.TingYou.Hoyin.Angie.Nalan.HuiBing.YiYan.Annie.
BiXia.Meifeng.Hajar.Evelyn.WanTing.XinYing.JunLin.HuiYi.
SiangMeng.JiaYu.Audrey.Melvin.SiYuan.Amanda.JiaHao.LikTeck.Bernice.Tommy.YanPing

THANKS

Sorry, you can say that i'm biased, but i really like the scrapbook out of so many presents. Thanks, dear.

2007-05-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

Literally went crazy today. Physics test, as usual=GG-ed. Then came Maths lecture, where I let out a LOUD "OH NO" when my pencil case dropped. Awwww. So embrassing. All of them asked me not to put up my head(cos i was picking my stuffs up)...for fear that i'll be identified.

Then shortly after maths tutorial, kicked up a racket cos Lik Teck found some stupid note that i made in my JJ notebook. Was watching the 9pm show...saw this quote that's quite reflective on what happened a few days ago, so noted it down.

But LT read it as some stupid mushy quote. Zzzzz.

Went to JP afterwards after meeting kS. Den @ JP saw class peeps and ALOT of JJCians. wows.
It's funny how u tried to hide it from me. lols.

And many people are getting sick and tired of sch life. Cos it's boring or muggish? How sad. We don't have much time to spend in school already, anyway. enJOY while you can.

2007-05-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

Disappointed? I don't want to be the one chasing after you each time the conflict happens.
Alrights. Communication breakdown again.
We shall not think about it again.
Then i rather not post everything here. i'll be transparent then.
People...try to concentrate more during lectures. We don't have much time. Thanks. =)

2007-05-12T13:29:00.000+08:00

I can't stop them from flowing out. Like the stream acroos wide green plains.
But this is tears across plain beige face.
Reading your blogpost the second time with highlighted text made me cry again...
I've given you sadness.
I've given you disappointment.
I've given you stress.
I've given you worried-ness
I've given you helplessness.
I've given you weariness.
I've given you nothing.

Have I given you...happiness?
Shoud not be the case, since i'm so selfish.

How now?

Blogging has lost its purpose to me.

2007-05-11T22:57:00.000+08:00

So Sinful. Today went to Queensway area shopping....hmmm, for a new pair of shoes cos my present pair is peeping thru. LOL. walk for long long time. Initially only Hui Yi, Wanting, Evelyn and I went. Den Xiaohua decided to join us...haha. So funny bringing a guy along for shopping. He didn't want to go to the shops catered for females. We got so hungry walking so decided to settle for the Katong Laksa. that was Wanting's debut Laksa-eating attempt and also my second attempt. Haha. This time i felt the cockles tasting weird and stopped after eating ONE. =X

After that joined Tingyou and Angie at IKEA to buy some stuffs. had loads of fun playing aroud like little kids. =D

With much determination, the only survivors were Wanting, Angie and me...haha. Went to Queensway again to buy my shoes...was really undecisive. All so ex and my budget not enough...haix. In the end settled for a 88bucks shoe. Not that nice as compared to Joy's and Evelyn's. Ah wadever...haha. i nearly bought a Nike shoes with Velco instead. =X

Wanting say's I'm too demanding. Maybe it's true. Cos i'm really afraid that you'd be another like like my dad. Which I don't want. Not another liar, please.

ya. I agree it's true i'm more independent cos of my dad. But...

i

2007-05-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry to hear what has happened, Eve. Hope u're getting on fine ya? =) Cheer up!!!

Next, a big thank you to Wanting who offered to take pic with me when she noticed I'm emo-ing. LOL. And also Evelyn, for noticing my silence and troubled-ness...Thanks Angie for listening to me...

Sometimes I just wanna shout game over.
Maybe I shouldn't be worring too much about everything. There's much more things for me to notice and solve. I have to get used to it no matter how...Can't get over-paraniod at this juncture.

Today got back Chem and Maths paper. Chem nearly failed by half mark again...luckily last min. added 1 mark. Just passed. Maths=Not bad. At least it's still going on fine...
I tired of borderline grades. All the strolling beside the PASS and FAIL grade.

Quote: At this level, you shouldn't be failing your tests. Wake up your idea...

allineedisjust: ytiruces, ecnarussa, ecneitap and emit.

2007-05-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

I'd never felt so ___ before. I thought it would be complete.stay away if you think you can't.
Am I creating more troubles for myself?

Sorry for the lack of updates. At least I'm better than others? Haha. I TRY to update as frequent as I CAN =X

Tio tagged by kS to do this...though it's been long ago le....

RULES: Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule.after stating your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of the entry. Don't forget to leave a comment on their tagboards that says “you’re tagged!” and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means. By the way, idiosyncrasy means:-a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to an individual.

I often talk to myself. Maybe that's wad made me seem so weird.
I tend to 'feel' for non-living things. Dunno why...haha.
I laugh LOUDLY...that's how you identify me? Contrastingly, I tend to talk so softly sometimes. So much so that people don't realise that I'm talking to them and insist that I didn't tell them about a certain idea/event even though I've been repeating myself for like...THRICE?
And that's the reason why I don't like to repeat my stuff. So I end with a,"It's okay."
I have severe MOOD SWINGS. That's a bad characteristic. Weel, I can't change my hormones...
I always believed that I'm 60% male in a female's body. But now, the percentage's dropped to 50%. Not a bad improvement. =)When I feel lonely or feel neglected, I start to imagine life without you. That's when I believe that I have to start to adapting. Sad but true.

Am I?I hate it when I've to keep repeatedly look over to see...

Go on. Rawk the house down, man. Just go.

So sorry that I laughed too loudly during Econs lesson. I pity you. Please stop isolation. Aint good for the ties that bind. Is there still?

2007-05-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

闹闹: (张芯瑜 + Sweety)
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/132595ht.htm

还没来得及放下背包
远远目测着你的身高
想起已经忘了好久的笑
直直冲进你的怀抱
才离开这么短短一秒
又发现转身到处找不到
这边那边一遍一遍胡闹
要你知道重要
除非听到名字被叫
才愿乖乖被你找到

喜欢你叫我听话叫我别闹
要我记得微笑
想要你注意而胡闹
一直爱我不准睡着
喜欢你叫我坐好叫我别跑
让我放心笑
从今以后天涯海角一起老

还没来得及脱下外套
远远比划着你的嘴角
扬起已经等了好久的笑
直直冲进你的怀抱
才放开这么短短一秒
又发现回头到处找不到
这天那天一遍一遍撒娇
要你知道重要
终于懂得爱我诀窍
情愿乖乖被你套牢

听到我的名字被叫
直直冲进你的怀抱

2007-04-29T09:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm. J2 life. WOWs. Ji Dan Gao. =X

okay. today's 29th April. Happy Birthday MAX the rabbit!!! dun always think of YY ya??? >.<
Sorry, i'm not able to make it down for celebration today. =( s16 peeps, enjoy urselves there ya? =)

Yesterday came home late. Well not exactly late. (Do you deem 8.45pm as late?) But Dad was complaining all the same. He said I should have called. Er...if I called, would you have let me out till that time? I bet he'll SPAM call me and then ORDER me get home STAT. (STAT = immediately) Haix. Now Seems that I'm confined. Strange, cos I'm not on confinement. Ok. Not funny.
How could I have pushed the line over? Now it's blurred.
Haix. Anyways. i would like to thank Wanting, Evelyn, Joy, Hui Yi, Angie and Ting You for the encouragement on Wednesday. Thanks. Sorry if I seemed OVERLY stressed. I didn't want to. =X
Scared the hell outta me. Never had i seen you like this before. Seems like my fault that resulted in this condition. But I'll be there for you. Don't worry :)
Anyways, Thanks kS for the treat @ Ajisen! ^^

Mugger rawks. =X I didn't said that. Ah...there's a knnnniiiiiffffeeeee beeehhhiinnnd mmeeee...*shivers*

Dont ever complain about me going out cos I'm jus following my elder, you, who's always out during weekends and never back home.

2007-04-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

Commodity.
Sometimes I feel that this is my role.

15/50. GG-ed. Yet another Physics test.
Seriously, honestly, I am getting very discouraged from all the FAILING tests. Okay, I admit that some I do not put in my 100% to study for it, but when I do, sometimes it just turns out bad. Like this one. Haix. Seems that I've been a frequent candidate for the RESTESTS. yet again.

I really flared up after I got back my paper and got to know HER marks. Wow. Retest 3.1 eh?
Egg-cake (in mandarin)!!!!! but later chilled out a lil', mood still very bad. Haix. To hang on or to throw in the towel? I've gotten so fed-up that I really feel like doing the latter. Even broke down in toilet today. Really can't stand that IRRITATING attitude and my stupidity. ARHHHHGHGHGHGHGHGHHGHGHHG. Shucks.
I am re-thinking about the relationship.
My other tests aint doing that great either.

Certain things should be said only once.
Excessive usage of such owrds may backfire. Or make people think that you're INsincere.

2007-04-20T19:22:00.000+08:00

First, a song that's really damm nice =D
Even the look-alike non-chinese Lik Teck says so...lol. =P

小情歌: 苏打绿　　　

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心中的曲折　
我想我很快乐
当有你的温热
秋天的空气真冷

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的哀歌
我想我很适合当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着

*你知道就算大雨绕这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年那爱的离骚
就算这个世界被寂寞放掉
我也不会奔跑
熬不了最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和青春交错的城堡

da da da da da da da da da da da da da da
______________________________
Though it is in chinese, but i think the lyrics and melody's nice. Quite meaningful^^
hmmm. long time haven't been updating le...

Seems that a long while has passed...these days damm busy. Tests, Tests, study sessions. Zzz.
I'm invloved in the physics EXTRA remedial. Well done. Guessed as much, my physics aint that great either. Haix. Jia you!!!

Today's a boring day spent at school. Though there's PC and the very FUNny econs class, but my mood aint great when I arrived at school...den still got to know something BIG and SERIOUS. omg. haix...mayb I should think twice about doing certain things.

Kang Sheng had to go offshore for the council camp...so that leaves me alone in mainland for these 3 days: Fri, Sat, Sun. Haix. What to do? MUG lor. Have to catch up on all the tutorials and stuff. Ah crap. My mood was again affected when I saw him board the taxi and left.
I could feel the tears coming to my eyes, and I tried to wipe them away...though it's only 3 days that u're away.
After that went to JP instead of my initial location, Queensway. Paid my bills and then window-shopped around. =( Sad-ed day. These 3 days is gonna be so tough...
MUG MUG MUG. shucks. My life seems empty. Though I have a goal.
You're the inspiration.
My As. A level. A score. Whatever.

2007-04-14T10:35:00.000+08:00

Well, friends. We're in the toughest stage of our lives now. Arghhh. okay. let me restart.
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Hi peeps! =D

This past week was really hectic, with all the TCA and econs WA. haix. ALso had cookie open house, where it was like 11pm when we went home. Wows. That day really drained the shit outta me. After that went home still tio complained by Mum and sis.

Mum: Go and bathe.
Me: Can I bathe tml? (I know I'm really very dirty, but that day I was really tired, and still had to prepare for TCA...so I decided to bathe the next day...)

Mum then complained me for not listening to her...and blah~~I guess she's really pissed that I always go home late. Haix.

Then I laid on my bed, cos ub3r stressed of the TCA and WA.
Sis came and said: Sleep sleep sleep...come home only know how to sleep. Ask you help me wif Phy also !$^#&%&((&(%%^ (cos she smsed me for help when I was in sch...)

Me: WAD!?!?! den wad u expect me to do? you wanna ask me also dun wan take the ws here! ARGHHHHH.

By then I was really tired and drained of all things. Wanted to prepare for tests also no energy to do so. People who are supposed to come down to help also didn't turn up. Wows. Is that teamwork? YIKES.

Anyways, the Cookie House's hse's great. Nice cookies, nice ambience. =) done by nice people. ^^

Sorry for being loud towards you on Friday. It was too tired a day for me...guess something that you did had triggered that haywire in me. Oh crap. =X

SORRIE people.

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On another note, I would like to express all my thanks to avid supporters of this blog. But I don't think I'll be blogging anytime soon, for my com's DOWN AGAIN. And I have to CONCENTRATE more on my slipping grades. I cannot let people worry again. And also for myself. And you.

2007-04-08T20:22:00.000+08:00

Looks like this weeks's gonna be another busy week ahead. With the opening of cookie house and Math and GP tests...haix.

The previous week's been really hectic. For I almost died within the first 3 days of the week. And following that was my physics retest. Luckily there's Joy's well wishes =D Thanks, Joy! =D you rawk. (Go.....JOY JOY!) LOLx.

And somethings that had cropeed up during the week had led to me seeing how serious things are starting to turn out. I am responsible for all of you. That's why I didn't want to join this present clan that I'm in right now. Cos I know there's bound to be freaking attitude problems like this cropping up. But luckily there's some out in the same clan who can make up for your disability. And I'm thankful for their presence. Right now, I think we're living in worlds apart thought we act as though we're close. Shit it, dude.

Thank you to a special person who never fails to make my day. Thank you for being there with me, though we sometimes face arguments and such. It's really a blessing to have you supporting me =D (this paragraph is in NAVY blue =P)

arghhh. shuck. I hope I can still hang on there.

Scram HYPOCRITES. we dont need you here.

2007-04-01T19:10:00.000+08:00

Blogger seems to sux BIG time. Haix. Just finished typing a post an now it's gone.

Haven't been updating for a LONG while. Let me recall what happened...

Monday: GP retest
Thanks Ting You and Angie for wishing me good luck for the test. But seriously I decided to keep that luck after realising that the test is the mark-it-yoourself type. Wows. The day dragged...it's so tiring. Zzz.

Tuesday: Tuition
Was supposed to give tuition for a Pri. 6 and a Sec 1 kid. It's difficult to teach English to a Sec. 1 who does not have foundation in that subject. Nearly went voice-less for that day. Argghhh. Teaching as a profession...I seriously need to think twice... Haix.

Wednesday: E-Club
E-Club is really hectic these days. Every Wednesday is an END LATE day and I'm beginning to hate this kinda lifestyle. With all the retests on the next day. Awww. It hurts. I don't think i'll have any day off...with the creation of the idea of a COOKIE HOUSE. *I could feel my brain shutting down.

Thursday: Tuition (yet again.did I mention that?)
Hmmm. Another day when I have to chiong down to teach...having to chiong down meant that I had to forgo him...hadn't talked and slacked for a long while liao. Quite sad. =(

Friday: FINALLY...
Went out to catch Mr. Bean's holiday. Simply hilarious. Could never forget the part where we accidentally knocked our heads together cos we're laughing like mad. Not only us. The whole cinema is. =)

*I like to be a Koala. =) And hug my special tall, dark tree. Simply happiness.

But: sadly.argument.sms.depression.no.reply.fustration.helplessness.saturday.
worried.illusioned.cold.war-ed.regrets.yet.again.

In the end.It's still happily ever after. Lucky me. Okie peeps. Cya! GO and MUG ok? =D
JIAYOUs!

2007-03-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

Arggggh BLOGGER CORKED UP. SHUCKS. okay. Main idea here...lazy to retype.

Mr Tan is really scary these days, with his FLARE-Up syndrome in class.
Ma Siming and Da4 Bian4 goes well as a TUNE.
The class is really disrupting during GP class today. And I've gotten myself FREE publicity. WOWs. =X
Tuitioning a Sec. 1 without relevant foundation English skills is really torturous. ARGGGGHHHHH. ZZZzzzzz.
Synthetic field has 3 piles of DUNG near the penalty box near the basketball court. EEeks.
Netballing/Basketballing/Soccering during breaks and after school's GREAT. In short, exercise is good for health. =D
I miss you.

Okay. TIME for MUGGER EVOLUTION. Byes.

2007-03-25T09:12:00.000+08:00

Hmmms...TIO complained by someONE that I haven't been blogging for a LONG while and should change my DAILIES to WEEKL-IES. Haix. Got so bad meh? At least I'm updating...HAHA. Okay la. I'll try to update more. but seems impossible with all the RETESTs and stuffs.

Yesterday was 24th march. WOWs. Hmmm. Early in the morning received 2 messages, one from Gor and the other from Da-Sao. LOL. And both messages are the SAME. I guess both of them have too much sms to spare liao...haha. Anyways, THANKS, Gor & Da-Sao, for the messages. Haha. I think only u2 would send this kinda messages to me la. HAHA.

Then, early in the morning, rushed out to Taman Jurong Area to meet him. =) Nice, tasty, delicious, piping-hot, sweet breakfast, nicer than the one that I made on Valentine's. ^^ Maybe the kitchen should go under your charge...HAHA.

Spent the whole day 'mugging' at the library. Saw Bernice there...thought she's meeting the class. But she's meeting her friend...and I don't think the class came? LOL. Though some2 called me to ask about the study session. =X

Went to random-walk around the area near library, saw Amanda, Chin Kang and Xing Yi. And Amanda said they've been following us for the last 10 mins. Omg. To think that I did something that made them tease at me. Zzzz. How paiseh. But it's okay...Cuz it's the correct person that I'm holding =P

And the other day...tried to threaten Max and Ma Siming to tell me what they had been hinting me about.

Ma Siming: (in mandarin) Eh...Yiqi, Max have something to tell you.
Max: (looks blur...or is it act one? =P) WHAT!?!?
ME: (irritatingly) What, MAX?
Max: (irritated that I always shout at him) What? Why everytime ME?
Ma Siming: (in English now) Tell her what you said just now leh...(twitches eyebrows, as usual)
Max: Orhhh....Eh, Siming, I think tell her a few days later la. Now not the time yet...
ME: WHAT??? SAY la! (looks at Max as though I want to eat him up. Oops. I know by doing that I would incur the wrath of SOMEBODY)

Then Ms. Tan came in...

*******************end of conversation*******************

But somehow I think I know what they're trying to hint la. Haix. JUST tell me STRAIGHT, ok?

Hmmm...seems long enough to be considered as an ENTRY. okay...back to more HomeWORK. =(

2007-03-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

Lik Teck's SUCH a MEANIE BEANIE (quoted from Joy aka mu yuan). LOLs.

Physics RE-Test 1.2 is quite manageable. HAHA. FINALLY I KNOW HOW TO DO! Wows.

Next up:

Superposition&Wave motion RETEST
GP compre RETEST
Chem RETEST
Complex No. RETEST?

omg. it's the RETEST BUG. YIKES. =X

School's fun playing 'hei bai pei' with Evelyn. AND MUNCH IS retarded in this GAME. =P Or noobish...?

2007-03-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

Drats. Blogger corked up again. Now I have to re-type my post.

Women normally would face this problem during their monthly cycle:

Illness: Pre-Menstrual Syndrome
Symptoms: Mood Swings, Irritated-ness

I for once, admit that I'm more feminine in this area. The symptoms often have serious effects on me, maybe I am more prone to it? Or perhaps I'm hot-tempered. That explains my emo-blog and also my frequent random rants.

So, men and women alike, please DO NOT step on my bare wire during this monthly occasion. I really appreciate it...cos you wouldn't like a emo-tic YiQi to walk around the school, and also scream at you. The repercussions of this illness have serious effects on the people around me. And I would deem that prevention is INDEED better than cure. In extreme cases, please kindly use a pail of water to chill me out. Thanks.

I thought you knew when I'm missing you...

2007-03-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

A cold-war launched on you.

But you've handled it well.

And I guess we'll just treasure more of each other from now on... =D

2007-03-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

Well,I guess the holidays are coming to an end, and we're all gonna grumble about the tons of unfinished homework and stuff...Crap. How true.

But I aint gonna drone about all these, besides, life's not only about certs and stuff.

I WILL WORK HARD.

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I guess something that has been heard, said and spread would affect alot of people, especially the people involved in the conversation topic.

But, as much as your heart says that "they're wrong", "they should not be talking like this", "they...", still, it's people's opinions. I, too, would also like to change their opinion about certain things, but I know I cannot. Which is also partially the reason why my blog address is brainwash-me... *So, maybe the best treatment is to let go of what's registered in your brain? =) Meanwhile...the rants will still go on...HAHA.

Sorry for the mind-boggling conversation. I guess it nearly fried your brain? =P Haha. But seriously, just leave it ok? We know what's the good and the bad. =D And ya, what you said today was true. I was talking abt her. Haha. Sometimes I really don't like things to get wind to places which are not meant to be. And at the rate that the saliva is flying...I don't know how many secrets are being revealed each day...So, that's the rant for that day...That's all. ^^

Alrights. It's integration for today. *winks

2007-03-14T11:38:00.000+08:00

I just don't like how some people try to get famous in a certain clique. It jus irks me.

Maybe it's not my problem on how they want to flaunt and "interact" with the rest of the clique. Just don't involve me please. I still want my privacy. Nonetheless, I think it's quite impossible. Gsssips fly whenever there're people. Especially with people like you.

Argggh. holidays are here but it's just no making my life better. With so much things and catching up to do, I can seriously say that I would like to live under a rock then. At least I'll be as carefree n blur as Patrick the Starfish. Oops. And when school reopens, Eclub's gonna stress me out again.
Ya, with all the uncommitted-ness.

Just don't know why I can be so anal with people...perhaps it's the PMS again. Where's my long-awaited break?!?!?!

Till then, it's crash and burn. Bye.

2007-03-12T14:57:00.000+08:00

For those who are still in doubt, yes, we're together already.
For those who always like to tease us, haha. Thanks for the comments.
For those who always like to read my secret messages, forget it, they're not for you. LOL =P
For those who still like to secretly take pictures of us, I have nothing to say =X

Okie. Finally thrashed all the random crap here liao. Hmmm. better blog before I forget what happened.

Holidays have just started, and it seems that there are alot of homework and self-studying to do. But I can't seem to get that momentum going...Haix. Chiong....AH!!!
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On Saturday, 100307, went out to celebrate Kang Sheng's birthday. The irony is that, whenever I try to plan a surprise, I always fail...Zzz. Sian-ned.

I had planned to bring him to the widely introduced (on my sis's friend's blog, on newspapers, on TV show) Bottle Tree Park/Village. But initially I thought the place was supposed to be Bottle Tree Village, so when I brought him to the Bottle Tree PArk, I thought it WAS the WRONG place, though it looked very cool...with ponds and large areas of greenery. Went in to take a good look around for the prawn-fishing area (actually that's the reason why I wanted to go there) but thought there wasn't any. ZZzz. But saw 2 LARGE tiger replicas? Haha. Scared the hell outta me! And I think he also got a scare when he saw them...LOL. They looked so real LA!!!

So, the noob-ish me, as usual, noobly thought that the place was the WRONG place, so after asking for directions, took a taxi down to the Bottle Tree Village which was very far away...then, to my AMAZEMENT...or was it SHOCK? It was the wrong place. Zzz. but then it seemed stupid to take a taxi down back to that place again...So, headed out for some other programmes. Arghhhh...I couldn't stand my stupidity leis... =(

Initially wanted to go Bugis to settle lunch, but then in the end went to the IT show, cos Kang Sheng the birthday boy wanted to get some tech. stuff, so I volunteered to accompany him...Haha. Aint that kind of me? haha. =P so bhb.
Hope you've enjoyed that day...despite my blur-ness =P Happy Birthday!
As expected and fore-warned by him...the IT show was packed! So many people la...! Wah...then the sound system also balsting music and voices...Woah. (As usual, I'm noob-ish...LOL) Saw a friend there, didn't call out to her, cos she was with her parents. =) In the end...we went off with 2cakes of DVD-RWs. Not bad la...
How I liked holding your hands tight, and you on held tight to me too
Dinner was on my treat, cos quite a significant sum was spent on the taxi fare by Kang Sheng, and also because it was his birthday, so I wouldn't mind a treat for him =D
Decision made @ Pizza Hut, and we ate until we're so FULL...perhaps it's the cheezy thing. =P
Dear, I hope you like the present! Spent a loonggg while doing it. =D
On another note, I would like to apologise for being late, and having to drag the meeting time to a later time, cos I could finish making your Birthday Present...haha. =X And also for the "little" bit of soursop juice that spilled...it was shared by the ants, because of my clumsiness.
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Just then today, Joy said she went to Suntec City on Saturday too...And I was wondering...how come I didn't see her? Perhaps Singapore's not that small after all...LOL. If not maybe we're playing hide-and-seek within the 5 fingers of Suntec City. HAHA.
i'll never forget everything that you told me...
Alrights. More superposition and wave motion. See ya peeps! =D

2007-03-10T10:12:00.000+08:00

PHYSICS: screwed

I remember a month ago, when I went back to my secondary school, my previous physics teacher asked about my progress in Physics. Cos the other time when I went back, I was complaining to her about the difficulty level... So, I tried to hide the truth to say that it's still manageable. =X

Then, just on thursday, Mr. Tan told those whose physics was poor to ask more questions and put more effort. (naturally, I was in that group too) I was suddenly inspired to do more TYS questions, to tell the truth. Haha.

What's most demoralising was that when I went back to school yesterday after getting some stuff from home, I saw Mr. Tan again. Waved to him, but he stopped me, asking if I had 3 minutes to spare. So I agreed. Turns out that he's asking me about my involvement in CCA, I told him I'm not THAT involved...den he gave that kinda "Sure boh???" look. So I asked him if my test's screwed again. He said that my MCQs aren't that great, and that he haven't marked the rest of the paper, so cannot confirm. Haix. But like that I guess there's another retest to add to my list. OH MY...! Last year was also like that, said that my MCQ ain't that great, in the end failed the whole paper. Zzzz...I'm losing confidence. -.-
Maybe I should mug my guts out this week...
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It's nice seeing you dance on stage ^^
Yesterday went for JJ nite. Not bad la...considering it's the J1s who are planning for this event. Before that had a lonnnnnggggg chat with Da Sao. LOL. Got to know Gor's REAL DUMB side. Haha. Then after the song singing, went out of the hall to take a breather. Saw Nicholas and started to chat about his stuffs too...Didn't know he so "chi1 qing2" one...haha. But that girl's really lucky, I must say. Nicholas, I wish u all the BEST in ur pursuit of happyness (happiness)...

The mass dances were kinda fun and crazy, considering I hadn't dance for dunno-how-many-donkey-months...luckily I had divine assistance. LOL.
Thanks, dear, for making my JJ nite such a wonderful and sweet one. ________________________________________________________
Finally, some birthday wishes:

To Germaine, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope u'll enjoy urself on the special DAY! May you be as youthful as ever...HAHA.

To Kang Sheng, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D Stop the greying hair!!! =P
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Okie, I've gotta go out later too...time to go off...cya peeps!

2007-03-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

Had wanted to blog about some stuff on Friday, but realised I didn't. Okay, just a little bit of what's troubling me on Friday.

Friday was Chemistry test, and as most have noticed, alot people ponned PC lesson just to study for the test. I mean. Hi?! Wasn't that studying supposed to be way before the actual day? Kinda disappointed by the attendance for 06S16, especially the guys. Haix. Then later before Chem test Shang Yu noticed my black face (sorry, I didn't mean to show it, but I couldn't help myself). Elaborated to him regrading the cause of my 'black' face. And in fact, if you'd noticed, I didn't really talk to any of the guys throughout the whole day. Argggh. I just think that the attitude sux. =X

Maybe it's due to my talk with Xin Yun during PC that made me hate the behaviour. She told me most of her class girls walked away just like that to study for Chemistry, leaving all the others behind. Zzz. But I still think it was worse when her classmates scolded her for attending the civil defence course when almost the whole class ponned. HELLO!?!?!?! **** you la! What's the problem? Find yourself an excuse if you want to pon a lesson. After all, lessons aren't meant to be organised if they are meant to be ponned. *GROWLS
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Today marks the start of a new week, and also the end of 2 tests. =D FINALLY! Maths paper was relatively easy, and Econs was again GG-ed for me. Basically crapped my way through the whole paper. Haix. Gonna get nagged by Mr. Econs Tan again.
The whole day in school was spent missing you...Seems weird when you're not there...
Physics today was plain boring and stressful. Mr. Physics Tan was in a foul mood. Could see that throughout the whole lesson, especially when he got agitated after seeing some1 use handphone in his class. And he almost blew up when some2 complained about the long tutorial hours... =X Haix. Stress-ed~~~ (Mr. Tan is scary when he gets angry...)
Therefore I made the excuse to get the photos from you...haha. So that I can see you at least for the day =D
Mum complained that I wasn't hardworking enough towards my studies, and I seemed to be channeling my energy to somewhere else less important, and she told me to give it all up.
My response? Never. I'll never give that thing up, even if it costs my life. Perhaps meanwhile I'd just have to focus more on studies, and stay out less liao...*sighs~

Time for some GP prep. And more test preps...and homework. Ahhhh!

2007-03-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

Today's the release of A level results =)

Crying, jumping, nervousness...wadever. LOL.
I was just joking with you when I said you slapped me =P
But my result not bad la. Hope it'll be as good the following year?
I was so happy for you, you managed to clear it! =D
Later in the day was the Civil Defence thingy, it reminded me of so many familiar scenes of the past in Red Cross. Miss CSSRCY so much...

When the thingy ended, next up was E-club's reunion dinner. Zhi bao zi (paper wrap chicken?) again...haha. Not bad la, mayb cos it was piping hot =D Nice to have hot stuffs during a cold day like this...
Today's especially cold, 'cuz you're not by my side for most of the time...
Econs is damm funny. Munch tried to change the time on the clock when Mr. Tan went to get the controller for the air-con. But when Munch was just done changing the time...Mr. Tan came in and saw everything! =) HAHA. The whole class laughed like mad...LOL. Maybe Munch have to practice on his reflexes.

GP is also entertaining too...cos Ms. Tan was trying to illustrate something to us, and she started to act out the thing that she's describing, and she went like, "ER?..." And the girls started laughing. Mayb she looked too cute with that pose. haha.

2007-03-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

Today went out to study with Kang Sheng. =) A very FUNNY session that we had. LOLs.

*kissing the window? =P
*the lone pair...
*gigantic Chicky who came out of nowhere...LOL.

These sent me laughing non-stop for 4minutes plus. Nearly pee-ed there. =X Luckily I didn't.

2007-02-25T14:46:00.000+08:00

Number 24: Sweet. Nice. Awwww. =D

Went for a movie yesterday, was surprised at the limited variety of movies available. So, in the end went to Cathay Cineplexes to see what movies they had to offer.

Movie Selected: Paris Je T'aime

Nice movie, I deem it to be better than those that I saw during the past 3 weeks. It's about the different stories of people in Paris falling in and out of love. Very sweet lil' endings. And what I like about the movie is their ability to twist and present the different stories such that it comes out as a surprise for everyone. Hmmm. I not that good being a narrator, perhaps you peeps should go catch the movie yourself one day =) The day spent with you was great, I would say...better than the dates that we've had? Haha. Maybe because it's our 1st month anniversary...
Had a REALLY hard time trying to convince Dad to let me go out...tried alot of excuses. Sometimes I really think that he's infringing into my life. Haix. How I wish I could be less restricted by him...
Perhaps kinda childish, and I don't really agree with certain behaviour and attitude that he holds towards things. This is the nth time I'm talking about this...and I don't think that it's gonna stop any sooner. Wish me luck then...
Sorry for the delays that I've made time and again...couldn't really find a gd excuse then...
The previous week spent was really hectic, so many retests and homework due...kinda really tired and stressed out. And the worst thing is that, I'm not allowed to stay up too late into the night...and not able to take short naps when I'm dead beat from doing my HOMEWORK. Zzz...maybe I should take a nap in school first before going home. How ironic.
That day in LN mess. =) Am apologetic for causing you to get 'nagged' by Ashley =/
The following week aint gonna be good either. So many tests and crap. Argggh. Well done.

*Looking forward to yet another special day.

Till then, it's time to say goodbye. All the best to all, peeps. =)

2007-02-24T11:25:00.000+08:00

My All-time Favourite Song, 专属天使, by Tank.

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

Haha...nice song. Was Bernice's blog song... =) This song is also the ending song for the hot favourite drama: Hana Kimi! =D Seems that both of us have a fetish for angels? Both of our favourite song have angels inside them!!! ^^

2007-02-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

Hiyee...peeps. =)

Never felt so disappointed before...After the test, I was like,"Ok. Here I come, Physics Retest 2." Rather Physics Retest INFINITY. Oh...did I mention infinity? Wow. I linked it up with Gravitational Potential. =S Haix.
It's nice studying with you...and the Sudoku's great ^^
Hmmm. Another matter. Got so super irritated today at what some of the class guys did. I mean, it's ok if you peeps wanna poke fun at me, but then, please please, at least, respect our privacy. Sometimes I really felt like an animal in the zoo. With much scrutiny, I guess.
I hope you didn't feel too offended and provoked. They're just being overly concerned?
Thus, I would like to apologise to some1...for teasing the both of you too "openly", such that many of the class guys know le...Haix. Told ya I like to tease people about these things le...I'll try to cut down on the teasing la...but I sincerely wish both of you...ALL THE BEST =D
Today's a great day spent with you. And many thanks for the heart-warming letter!
Ok. I guess the agenda today has been accomplished. Sorry to offend anyone, but I hope you peeps can understand. Thanks =) I hope you enjoyed the day as much as I did. Luv ya! =D

Anyway, many thanks to MUNCH and GAY-BRA (GABRIEL) for the laughter and jokes in Maths Lecture today =D SO FUNNY!

2007-02-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

Got tagged to do this...but thought that I've done it b4...So here goes:

7 weird facts about me :
1) Sometimes I talk to myself.
2) Sometimes I think I fantasize too much... =P
3) I always "play-my-cards-close-to my-chest." I seldom let people know how I feel or rather, I am heavily guarded against people. duno why also.
4) Actually I like thick eyebrows =D
5) I would "sai yang" (soother?!?) items or actually non-living things when i accidentally knock onto them or hit them. Maybe because I think they also have feelings too, though they don't show it? lol. watch too much kiddy progs le.
6) I don't like to bathe...lolx =X
7) I would tend to get angry easily. (perhaps more frequent at home)

7 habits about me:
1) I like to run =)
2) I drink at least a cup of coffee each day.
3) I like to sleep.
4) My sis says that I'm ULTRA enthu when watch soccer...hahax!
5) I like blue, red, orange =)
6) I like to "kiao ka" (lift my leg on the chair when I eat at home =P)
7) I wear unused school tees @ home =P

7 things about me:
1) I hate cockroaches!!! They scare the HELL outta ME!
2) I am beginning to like the number 7. Maybe becos it's my register no.? Haha.
3) I am a nerdly looking person.
4) I always liked Sony Ericsson's W850i =)
5) I like to eat mangoes =)
6) In the past, my dream occupation was kindergarten teacher, but now...? =P
7) I often like to tease ppl abt their rumours...(abit childish la...)

7 people/Groups OF People i love :
1) Family, Relatives and Friends
2) Him
3) 06S16 =D
4) PAE 06S20 =)
5) CSS 4/5 (2005), 3/5 (2004)
6) Red Cross peeps!
7) Other friends? =P

7 people that i don't really like :
1) Hypocrites
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7 desires:
1) Good results
2) Him
3) All to be well and healthy
4) Less quarrels @ home
5) World peace? =P
6) Enough to spend, enough to eat
7) Blissful house =D

7 people to do this:
1) Yuhui (she said she wanted to do this...to kill time)
2) Max
3) Joy
4) Angie
5) Cannot think of other ppl who blog that often...Zzz.
(Anyone can do it?)

2007-02-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, peeps! =D ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS!

Today went for visiting, and as usual it's my maternal grandma's side. Not bad ba...got alot of things to eat, though i ate very little... =X Was very bored when Mum came across some old photos stashed at a corner...

It's nice to see the childhood photos, and also to see those of Mum's and aunties. HAha...esp that of my aunt n uncle while they were in courting stage =P

Some photos:

On the left: Me and my 2nd Sis, both of us quite buay hiao bai...LOL
On the right: Me on the swing...looks quite dumb =P

Haha...those were the times...so innocent and cute =X

And the still ever-loving couple. =D (Btw, this is my maternal grandpa and grandma)

Awww...so sweet =) Thanks, for the sweet msg-es and tags u left me =)

Okie. Tt's for today. Cya peeps. Collect lotsa Angbaos! =D

2007-02-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

Today's the celebrations for Chinese New Year, as usual, JJ's concert items are quite dry...so didn't make alot difference to my day. After the treat for Love Fiesta Planning comm, went back to Commonwealth to visit, as well as tour the new building...

The new building's big, and the scenery near the reservoir was not bad...but as Kang Sheng said, something seems to be lacking...the memories and the times that all the ex-Commonwealthians had in the old site @ Jurong East Street 24. But nevertheless, it was nice seeing the familiar faces of teachers and juniors...and all the changes that have happened... =)
*Not to forget the reconciliation of a couple...
Shortly after, went to West Mall to stroll around, and also caught a movie. not bad ba...Nice effects and stuff, though I'm not much of a movie appreciator, I just take what that comes to me. Haha.
It's nice having you beside me watching the movie. But I'm not cold la, don't worry!
After that went over to some park(under my suggestion) and whiled time away there. Though the day's quite warm and stuffy, but the atmosphere and company's nice! Enjoyed my time there...*winks. Climbed a smaller version of the West Coast Pyramid, though it ain't as scary as the West Coast one...hehex.
I really enjoyed my time there with you =) *broad shoulders rawks =P
Soon, the skies grew dark and it was time to go back home. Was caught in the rain for a lil' while, but luckily I had an extra shirt with me as cover. [Haix. That's the problem when you don't bring umbrellas out =( ] Went over to the area near school to walk walk...not bad...met a very amiable auntie who... =) Waited for rain to grow smaller before going home...

Last but not least, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! Hope you'll enjoy the holidays! =D Collect lotsa Angbaos! =D
I'm afraid...
*Nitex, peeps! ^^

2007-02-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY to ALL!!!

Was the day fun? still alone? Went out with friends? HAHA. dunno why but I'm spamming all these... but anyways. Today was GREAT! =D *Our date was great =)

But today I'm really stunned by some stuffs that Hoyin and Jia Hao did...THEY BOUGHT CHOCS for the CLASS!!!! arhhhhhh...!!!! SO SWEET! At first I was thinkning none of the guys would do anything, since they're forever so *ahem (dumb?) and un-gentleman... So it came as a surprise when Hoyin took out the box of Rocher... =)

Anyway...million Thanks to these people:

Hajar
Grace
Charmaine
YiYan
Joy
Angie
S16 Class girls
Xin Yun (
Hoyin
Jia Hao
Kang Sheng

(Did I leave out anyone? I'm sorry if I did... =P)

The above mentioned people, thanks for all the Valentine's day gifts! =D Really touched my heart! And also ur gift...I like them so much =) And the date too =D The later part came as a surprise, and sorry if I couldn't react well enough... =P
Okie...SPA's tml...CYA PEEPS!

2007-02-10T17:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went for the usual soccer-ing with some S16 peeps, but the weather was too hot. Decided to stop after 30 plus mins of soccering... Den got some drinks and then sat at the grandstand chatting with Joy, Jia Hao, Hoyin, Sebas and Guo Liang. Quite a strange combination, but nevertheless, we had fun talking about the most stupidest things, and of course, the usual gossips =X

It was nearing 5pm when the gang leader, Jia Hao, decided to go to JP. So the members(excpet Guo Liang and Joy) followed. LOL. At JP, it's just plain walking and playing @ Toys R' Us...I didn't expect Jia Hao to be so...kiddy? Haha. Cos he's like playing and fiddling with all the toys that he could find there...Somehow it felt nice to be young again. =)

Den after that, met with a friend, walked around JP again. This time, saw alot of Sec 4 juniors and asked them about results. Not bad eh...alot of single digits and most of the scores were less than 13. Wow...
It's jus plain happiness seeing u. =)
After that, decided to go home cos it was time. Laid on the bed and fell asleep. Dead beat.

2007-02-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

My cough has developed into a serious illness with alot complications, so much so that I have to absent myself today to go see the doctor AGAIN.

Saw the doctor and then @ 10plus went back to school because of some urgent stuff.
You scared the hell outta me...I was so worried for you... =(
After that went to Love Fiesta room to help Amanda with some ticketing stuffs. Haix. Money IS really a sensitive issue.

Sometimes maybe you should clarify somethings before starting to talk =X

Later in the day had planning comm meeting...quite sad though, cos it maybe the last time the planning comm gets together and discuss about Love Fiesta issues.

But nonetheless, we have succeeded in the project! CHEERS, Everyone! =D
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Oh ya, SPECIAL THANKS TO:

Kang Sheng (You should have gone to see the doctor la!)
Angie
Guo Liang
Nelson
Joy
Wanting

For the heartwarming messages that you all have sent =D *Love you all to bits!!! THANKS!!!
Suddenly, I feel so much better...

2007-02-04T09:10:00.000+08:00

I apologise for not being able to update for this week, but wells. Here's one post =D

*Love Fiesta's officially over...

Mixed with alot emotions and also tiredness when ending the project. We all, especially the planning committee, have come a long way in planning for this carnival, and in us, alot of experiences and memories thta we'll never forget. I'm not very good with my words, and certian things I know I cannot express myself properly here. Nevertheless, I'll try to put down some thoughts that I have...

Firstly, SORRY to those that I may have offended during the course of the project. I wouldn't find excuses such as being stressed or anything, but sometimes, it's hard to control all our emotions, especially when we're all pressing on such a tight schedule.

Next, some random thoughts:
1) Walkie-talkie-ing is FUN.
2) Ivan from Manpower com is really irritating when he's pestering me with THOSE comments.
3) Marcus from Log com is a pro at technical stuffs. Sorry to say this, but he succeeded Kang Sheng in the sound control part. (Kang Sheng, I think you have to let the new J1s take over liao...u too old le =P haha..joking)
4) Zheng Han from Admin com is really zheng4 han4 (in chinese). He really awed me in his method of doing things.
5) Amanda from Admin com too. And she has something fishy ongoing with Bing Qi from Log com...I wonder what is it... =P
6) Zhi Kai from Admin com has REALLY nice baby hair... =D (By the way, he's my god-brother)
7) I have taken in 2 god-brothers: Zhi Kai and Chin Khang. Haha.
8) Grace, Charmaine and Alena are really very nice peeps. *MUACKS
9) J1 admin planning comm is really cool!
10) Love Fiesta has really brought some people closer together ^^

Lastly, I would like to say a BIG THANKS to those who have helped in this carnival in one way or another. (may sound very cliche, but...) This carnival wouldn't be a success if not for all your support and help. J1 leaders, (big) Amanda, stall holders, aunties and uncles cleaning the school, the security uncle...blah....the list just goes on...

To Mr. Leow and Ms Tiong, thanks for all the effort and hardwork put in,. the carnival would be so smooth if not for all your guidance and support.

To E-Club people, we've completed the project! The hard work put in is really worth it! Especially to Grace, Charmaine, Lihui and Alena, remember that time we're talking about that THING??? HAHA. Now we've reached the end! Thanks for the support! =D

To J1 admin comm, AHHHHHH!!!! You all are so cute!!! I remember when I first saw ALL of you, I was thinking...Oh Gosh, all new faces and new people, how to get to know all of them in such short time? But now...we have gotten through the hardest times and achieved success! (still remember that time the attendance cork-up?) =D WELL DONE, ADMIN! With funny people like Chin Khang and Zhi Kai, the detailed one (Zheng Han) and the girls such as Amanda, Yan Ru, Yee teng and Xing Yi, I had great fun with ALL of you! =D

To the PST-ers, we have come a long way from the planning and organising this event. From the bonding sessions such as the pepsi-cola game, little chats that we had...the quarrels between the girls and Chian Lim...we have really achieved alot and bonded together. I have gotten to know alot of you all better and we all able to work in unison. I dare say (with Ms. Tiong's comment as evidence) that, PST is the BEST comm in LOVE FIESTA! the way that we work, and under the leadership of PST I/C: Kang Sheng, we're really one of the rare com that can fit in so nicely. No doubt we may have our own complaints and such, but we have never let them affect our strong (metallic) bond! =P Thanks, PST

With that, I end my gratitude to all. ALL THE BEST!

Sidenote: In the course of the project, yours truly (I) have received alot of questions about some doubts that most of the J1 and J2 planning comm, including the teachers-in-charge, may have. The questions have gotten so intense such that I am unable to articulate to all of you in the proper correct manner. But I guess the answer is quite obvious already, especially the night when we spend our time in LT5 reliving the moments...Haha. So all of you all can stop spamming the question already =P.
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Friday-A day of kiddy fun!

Friday was uber fun with Wanting, Bernice, Joy and Jia Hao. First was playing captain's ball with Max, Chong Sheng, Hoyin, Jia Hao, Wanting and Bernice. 15 mins later...we decided to change game cos it was getting WAY TOO BORING. And suddenly Wanting suggested Lao ying zhua xiao ji (Eagle catch small chick)...so we played. Actually only Wanting, Jia Hao and I. HAHAH. VERY FUN!!! reminds me of the times I had when I was young... And Jia Hao looked so funny.

Next up was Jia Hao's suggestion: A E I O U.
LOL. SO FUNNY!!! All of us were like little kids. How I wish the time would just stop there...We're having so much FUN!!! My version of the game was A E I O U. But Jia Hao insisted we play his version, which was, A E I O U Bengali LOVE YOU! I had alot difficult shouting that longgg phrase, and Jia Hao stumbled when trying to catch me. HAHA.

Special Thanks to Jia Hao who played with us, for he was the ONLY guy who was WILLING to play these children games...Hoyin said it was C-H-I-L-D-I-S-H =( Who says people cannot play these kinda of games when you're old? =) We're all young at HEART! [Though Jia Hao may seems like a big bully, but he's actually very nice ;)]

Lastly. SOCCER RAWKS!!!
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I love the flowers =D Thanks!

2007-01-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today is a very longgggg day. Islandwide ticket sales...very cham and messy, attendance also very zzZZzz...

That's the problem when you have so many people...

But today I've learnt alot from all who's been there...especially from the J1s. The +ve attitude from Pamela of SCDC/GAMES comm...And Amanda is darn cool~ WOW.

And helped the ENT ppl to sew the banner...cos the sewing machine corked up...haha. There was this Doremon gang who's very pro at this sewing thingy..so they offered to help...turned out to be they're better than the gals @ sewing. *stunned. Even Ms. Tiong complained that we're non-motherly enough...haha.

Stayed back until 5plus...then saw Hanyang, Meng Xiang and Kristy playing soccer. Kang Sheng and I decided to join them...so played for a while...realised that they're all STUNT-Y (full of stunts)...for a while Hanyang was doing some power generating...den it was Kang Sheng with his slow-motion "header" that went into the goal...haha. Really never seen Hanyang so active before...only remember his very GP-ish arguments (together with Max) with Ms. Joy Tan.

After that it was JP-ing with Kang Sheng. Quite alot of people there, cos it's a Saturday...haha. And I saw Silvia there =) Both of us managed to get our items that we wanted to get, but Kang Sheng didn't manage to find his L keychain...Awww. Better luck next time? =P
Thanks for soccering with me, though soccer isn't ur forte. But I must admit, you were pro la! =D

Gotta go peeps, cya around! =D

2007-01-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

Coughs Coughs...coughs coughs! coughs coughs (arghhhh...throat so UNCOMFORTABLE!!!)

Today's how I spent my day: Coughing. (until now as I'm blogging)

Made a new resolution to do at least 1 pull-up before I leave JJC. Haha. Sounds tough. today had alot of pull-up fun with Evelyn, joy, Wanting, Angie and the rest of the girls. Me and Evelyn were like complaining whatever happened to our class guys that made them so un-sporty, all sit down there and stoned while others did their pull-ups...

Guys who can do more than 10 pull-ups look extremely macho...
[Yes, I've included you in too =)]
Thanks for everything =) I feel loved in you. ___________________________________________
Meanwhile, SOCCER still rawks my world.

LF peeps: I hope that we can all move forward as a whole, not leaving anyone behind...no obstacles can deter our path till D-Day, right? ^^

2007-01-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday didn't managed to blog cos was having a terrible headache...Ouch.

Intended to pon today...but still came. But I'm lucky that I came. =D

Today's PC was superb. Ran 4 rounds round the track. My running partner was Joy, and though still having a sore throat and Joy having her rebonded hair tied loosely, we still managed to complete the 4 rounds in a good timing ;)

NEXT UP: SOCCER!!! =D
I realised I had some (ok, abit) talent for soccer...Cos I managed to TACKLE Lik Teck! WOW. He's like so powerful, and I managed to get the ball away from his ownership...Hahax. Though Max had tried to imply that I'm of no threat to him...but, I still find it 'WOW-ing' that my legs aren't that tied up after all...HAHA...FINALLY!

After school, watched ChenDi and Benja host the Verbal Nuggets...Haha. They had this special segment that they talk about the soccer matches that was held for the week...and I personally find it very interesting (cos I'm a soccer fan) and there was this segment to ask people to sms their feedbacks to them. Initially Evelyn and I thought that it was stupid having to sms in, partially because we're all in school, and it seems weird to sms when you're only like a metre away from the host...but nevertheless, Evelyn herself sent alot messages, and the 06S16 community seemed to follow suit. LOL.

Eclub as usual...had alot of neverending stuffs to do, and BU2's J1s attendance is worrying. Maybe cos alot of them are under the Leader's programme, so they may not be able to make it? But if it continues, then I think they may not be able to commit fully in the future...
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I've got the answer. Thanks =) Love ya! *muacks
Ok la...gotta go. Cya peeps! =D

2007-01-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

For you I will.

Arggh...screwed. Today's the first day yet so many things haven't done yet...ended up rushing through lessons and realising alot homework not done, lessons unclear. Haix. All because I fell asleep last night. =/

JIA YOU!!! GO GO GO! (I will survive)

Till then...it's homework time.
Are we?

2007-01-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey Hey...Had a blast yesterday night...The concert was like WOW. And the people there was even more WOW-er. Haha...if there's ever such a word.
To tell you the truth, I was quite disappointed when you said no to his question...
The group of girls (Hui Bing, Angie, Grace, Charmaine, Alena and me) from E-club (both PST and ENT) all went to sell tickets at various locations near Vivo...And alot of funny things cropped up...An example would be the wasted trip 'overseas': to Sentosa. Haha. Shan't elaborate on what happened...if not it'll only exhibit our stupidity =P
But it all changed after the event =)
And I was stunned to see the actual functioning of such a huge event...at the end of the event...because of the lack of time, I overheard people saying,"Human Chain, Human Chain..." Then I was like...? What human chain? Just seconds later...I see people lining up in a striaght row...den they started passing the bags to the assembly area...COOL~ Never see that b4. Efficent and Steady O.O
Had even wanted to lean over during the bus ride...
And there's all the unlimited jelly pops and curry puffs... eat until sore throat liao...

=D I guess that's all ya? Cya peeps!

2007-01-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

SOCCER! This is the only fun time in school, one where I always look forward too. Hahx. Guess all of you must be tired of me saying that I like soccer. But really,

I LIKE SOCCER.

Thanks S16 guys for acceding to my request for a game after school =D

Organic Chem test's screwed, cos I didn't study. GP's sort of GG-ed, cos we didn't prepare...sort of left a bad impression? =X
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I don't know how to put it across to you, the regrets that I have.
The feeling of all the lactic acid coming and forming up in the muscles is really great. Haha. Too sadist. But try to tell yourself to continue with the pace after 6rounds of the track...maybe quite hard. But I like that determination. =D

Drizzle, clean, drizzle.

2007-01-18T19:56:00.000+08:00

Walking under a small drizzle is great. Especially to tidy up some rubbish that has been in the mind for so long.

But not when you're having a bad headache.

And that's the problem when you're without an umbrella.

Alienated.

Gotta study Chem. Cya peeps. =/

2007-01-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

Firstly, let me explain about my new blogskin. Haha. Actually not new la...adapted from Kang Sheng's blogskin. And why are we doing this? Actually it's one of our PST comm's gimmicks. =)
PST=Publicity, Sponsorship, Ticketing. PST rawks!
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Anw...Very sian-ed. Drained.

Nowadays alot people having alot troubles, and they seem to be like an endless downward spiral...hopefully everyone will tide over the difficult period. JIA YOU!!! PEEPS!

This song: 听妈妈的话(by Jay Chou) seems to have a relaxing effect on me. =) really very nice...

To those in need of money/want to get the best value in filling ur stomach: Drink more Soybean Milk ;)

Gotta go...cya peeps!

2007-01-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps. Today's Monday (hmmm. seems grammatically wrong here) has been good for me :) Been able to understand abit more of what's taught and not just stay there, stone or talk crap.

Great. Hope that tomorrow would be the same. And...

I managed to make sense of G-Field. Wow. Physics hadn't been easy for me ever since J1. Haha. =)

Timetable's changed, and to start off the week, my class has a disgusting 2 hour CHEM practical. Arghhh. Why did they have to extend it to 2 hours...? Zzzzz. Today's practical is the scariest pract in my whole life...First, we didn't have proper holders for the conical flasks and filter funnel...and both are GLASSWAREs...So, both Angie and Gabriel (Gay-Bra) decided to break them...LOL. Accidentally. Just nice, one beside me and one behind me. Powerful enough to cause an impact.

Then, it was the benzoic acid fumes that nearly killed all of us. =X

Hahx. Good luck for Chem Pract le....I cross my fingers. (plus my toes too :P)

Cya ppl. Tutorial time.

2007-01-13T13:59:00.000+08:00

Mind says: Positive. +ve. Positive. +ve.

School's FUN with funny characters around. And I like Fridays. =)

Dunno wad to blog about liao. .......................................................

Should I have made that decision?

2007-01-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

Ok. I agree with Max's comments on my tagboard, saying that if people were to work with 100%, they'd die of exhaustion... BUT. What if these people are given the responsibility to do it, yet shun from them...? Who's going to do all these leftover work? Ultimately it all goes to the SAI-GANG warrior. And the warrior can only swallow the work that is meant for A GROUP OF PEOPLE to do.

I'm really dead pissed with what happened today.

I am sure that what I'm going to blog about in the later section is going to incur the warth of many, and some may disagree, but this is what I FEEL. If you're unhappy, I can only say that I'm sorry, cos I really need an avenue to rid this sucky feeling.

And I have a serious bad premonition that the following may threaten the friendship & status quo.

Dear friends,
What I'm going to say now is really my own feelings...Cos I find it kinda hard to tell you all face to face, and serious, as much as I don't want to, this entry may cause a gap to be formed between us, and what's now may not stay after all...

When it's time to play, yes, I'll joke and play with you. But when it comes to work, especially when we're in a group, and I'm in charge, I hope that you people can be more responsible? (cannot find the right word here) No one wants to go home late, and no one would want to do work that piles and piles up. So, as much as you all wanna leave, I am also feeling the same here. Sometimes when I'm asked to find an i/c in charge of something, I don't dare to give names, cos I know alot of you all maybe behind grumbling, whining about unfinished work and such.

I thought so too until I saw what happened to Grace today.
Shan't elaborate much about what happened, after all, it isn't the main premise.

Have you ever had this feeling that you wanted so much to pon a meeting cos you had unfinished work, but yet stayed on cos you couldn't really entrust another person to do?
Or simply, you didn't want to bother others to do, as you are afraid of what they may complain behind...

Argggh. Ok. It's not up to me to change things now, because I really need all of your support. I cannot achieve things or complete them without all of your help. For that, I thank all of you for attending meetings and such. I really appreciate that. Thanks.

Sorry to waste all of your time reading this boring crap. I'm done with whining. Haix.

*Good night people. For we have a long way to go tomorrow.*

2007-01-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

What do you usually se on blogs these days?
*I'm tired.
*School's Boring
*Uncompleted homework
*This teacher's boring...blah~~~

Kinda sian to hear these all over again...so i shan't blog about this la...

Been blog hopping just a lil' while ago...saw alot of happening things around, and I feel that something that I've seen just now really reflects what i want to say...

If you want to do something, give it your 100%. Don't waste this chance cos u don't know when you'll get the other.

Arggh. doesn't make sense. Never mind. Just give it your best shot when doing work. No slip-shod work. And...

Life isn't all about slacking and taking shortcuts.

The abovementioned point is getting on my nerves these days, and I cannot really change people's perception and attitudes...But, if you could really take a look around what's happening around you...Maybe you'll understand why I'm so anal. All of us are the same. Sometimes I really feel like showing attitude to you, but my brain tells me not to. And I try.

Ok. Enough of crap.
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Sis spilled some soup on me while I was trying to drink it. Scalded my finger. And for that, my volcano (which I was trying very hard to endure) expolded on her. Too bad.

I'll try to be nice in future. (I hope)

That's all for today, viewers mayb be dismissed once they feel they're ready to go. Pls kindly click on the red croos on the top right hand corner of your screen or just change the URL on your address bar. And before you do so, can try to leave a tag or something? Your help is greatly appreciated. Thank you and Have a Nice Day. =)

2007-01-08T19:34:00.000+08:00

JJC Women's Soccer Team

Wow. I've been wanting to join that since J1, and now they tell me that it's only set up when I'm in J2. Haix. Looks like I've to look for alternatives to teach me some stunts. Haha. But still, I'm disappointed. =/
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Mondays are really -_-" too tired to do anything...but I'll try to blog, in case my blog turns mouldy. Chemistry aint that great, cos I cannot understand the new practical procedures. what can I say? More self study lessons then... How I wish lessons were only about PC/PE all day.
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Sick and tired of so many things, and did so many things that I've regretted. But, well, 2007 has just begun, just cross my fingers and see how well it goes.

Gotta rush my tutorials now...and Organic Chem test next week. How great...

Till then, it's see ya... =)
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(Btw, is my sister THAT TALL? How come everyone say so...Zzz...Drink more milk...)

2007-01-06T18:21:00.000+08:00

LOVE FIESTA: THE CARNIVAL ONLY IN JJC, HAPPENS ON 3rd FEB THIS YEAR! COME, GATHER YOUR FRIENDS AND HAVE SOME FUN HERE IN JURONG JC!

TICKETS? ANYONE? =X

Hi peeps. Beginning to feel tiredness set in. Haix. Still have a pile of undone work to do...zzz. Hmmm. Anyway, just came back from school. On a Saturday.

5/1/07
Yesterday stayed back after school until 11 plus to sell Love Fiesta Tickets (cos got JJ nite). Don't get me wrong, it's not my 5 given tickets, it's the other stack that we(love fiesta comm.) are supposed to go around selling. But sales quite bad, and the 5 of us were dead beat after yesterday.

PC was hell. 5 rounds...might as well ask us run 2.4k. Hiax. I managed to complete it, but timing like quite bad. Must be the work of laziness... And after the run my calves cramped. Ouch. Why? Cos never do stretching...Zzzz.

I still cannot get my brain started up during lesson, sometimes quite 'off'...like suddenly lost track of what the teacher's saying...and then, don't understand the whole lesson. must eat more tonics liao...
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Anyway...time for some photos from the China OUAP trip last year (sorry, I took quite a long time b4 getting these photos uploaded...)

On my first time flying...View that I had from my 'exchanged' window seat...

Makan time...

Hoyin: The All time Favourite. (Hoyin, if u happen to see this jus leave a tag...? haha

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Tried to post more pictures but couldn' t...haix. Will update more again...cya peeps soon! =D
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Don't try my patience. I don't like dishonest people.

2007-01-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

The start of a new academic year, and I shall start off with this post, since the week's coming to an end. The day started off quite peacefully, and kinda missed the days that I had talking crap in the canteen, and now with Love Fiesta ongoing...I guess I'll have to make time for leisure and some destressing... =(

Today Ms Tan gave some *ahem talk. Then the whole class like quite sian-ed. But for me, I guess it's quite true, and I wouldn't what happened last year in Promos repeat itself again. Haix.

***I hope I'll perservere...***JIA YOUs!!! We can do it! =D

Tomorrow's JJ nite, and I'm gonna sell some Love Fiesta tickets tml...wow. Anyone coming tomorrow to have some FUN? haha.

Anyways. gotta get back to Econs Tutorial again. It made me sleep for 2 hours just now. =/

Cya peeps! =D Have a great day!
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2006-12-31T11:29:00.000+08:00

Argggh. Busy busy me...Lotsa things cropped up.

so much so that I'm not looking forward to the new year.

Haix. Life still has to go on....hope it'll be a happy new year for me. But i guess it aint so. Wadever. I'll just take one step at a time.

Been to alot places these few days... saw a lot of things, and found out that the four letter F word is being very 'popularised' these days. Even an uncle with a kid in kindergarten also knows that, and uses it to scold the uncle that sells fruit.

Whatever the conflict that occurred between them, I'm not that interested to know.

But what's happening to our society? The 'civilised' society? *sighs*

I don't deny I scold that word (but not as often and not as loud), and it has began to form a meaning in our lives. (maybe otherwise mundane lives?) Arhhhh...wad talking me...Haix.
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Something that happened at home just know made me realised what my sister said is quite true, people don't take note of things that are done for them, unless they're the ones being tasked the job. I don't know if I had made sense in the above phrase, but the point is that we are not very appreciative of what others do for us. And when trouble brews, we start looking for people to blame and nag at. Looks like this would be my new year resolution this year. Hard to accomplish, but I hope and try to do it. Hahx. Nike: JUST DO IT!

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Haven't been updating about the China OUAP ever since I came back, oh wells, I made alot of new friends, and got to know and realised alot of things. And did I say I want to be an air stewardess? LOL. It's just this sudden urge after watching the 10.00pm show on Channel U, and also on my first time experience on the plane. Quite cool... =D But I think i had better be realistic...

And regarding the photots, I'll upload them when I have the time. Hopefully.
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*oh ya...ever since I bought the ORANGE Puma bag back in Xi'an, I think i've fallen for orange. =) Look at the blogger 'Publish Post' button. Aint it orange too? ;)

2006-12-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, I'm back...I hope it's forever? haha.

Here to update on some stuffs...

1) Went to Vivo with mum n sisters on 23rd Dec. Kinda cute la...cos we were lost most of the time (had to refer to the directory: but that had minimal help)

2) Busy with Love Fiesta. Hey peeps, it's a carnival on 3rd Feb 2007, come and have some fun!!! contact me for tickets...lolx.

3) S16 peeps!!! Study session coming on this FRIDAY, 29th Dec. Click here for details.

4) I got a shock of my life when u double-clicked. Thanks for making my day. =D (Though I reckon that we're not fated?) Haha. Maybe all this will end after the full stop in this statement. Take care, my friend.

5) Christmas was fun, having seen several heartwarming messages...THANKS!!! Especially to (in order of timing): Bi Xia, Nicholas, Annie, 82688057(sorry i don't have ur contact in my phonebk), Celeste, Shan Shan, Angie, Nelson, Si Ming, Max, Benja, Si Yuan, Kai Jie, Jia Jing, Carol... Thankew! =D

6) I forgot what I want to blog about. oh no...

Oh wells...that's about it ba... cya peeps!

Ting ma ma de hua: I love this song to bits! =D

2006-12-20T15:40:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, me back at lan shop again. Sian. Mood not so good these days.

Just came back from China OUAP, then got news that my comp spoil. =(

Yesterday, went to E-Club's BBQ@ East Coast, not bad la...
Except that I forgot to take my HP out when playing with the waves.

Now, Hp gone. And I just spent $146 on a 2nd hand Hp and headset. Haix. =(((

And, because of late return last night, I am facing a possible threat of being scolded by my father. ARGHHHH. This Sux.

=( + =((( + sucky feeling = ='(

i want to cry liao... =(

* Quote Munch: 我都快哭了。。。*

2006-12-14T14:16:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps! Back once again @ lan shop, blogging and checking mails.

Kinda sad here...when u come in...and u know that one dollar's gone thanks to that spoilt comp in ur house. Sad.

I realised alot ppl have changed their blog skins, and not alot people update their blogs recently. Kinda sad. Haha.

Feels so restricted in this lan shop, time seems to be ticking away and I cannot blog all I want...ahhhhh~ a PC @home would be nice... SPONSORS? Lolx.

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Some random thoughts from the China OUAP trip:
1) You'd have never know peeps from other classes, even the class beside you, until u go for trips/camps like this.
2) China never seemed so FUN before.
3) You wouldn't feel like coming home after going for trips like this...(at least for me)
4) New career options: Air stewardess, Chinese Teacher...
5) New friends made: Ba Zang, Jun Qi, Zhen Hui, Gor, Florence, Jia Zhen (my twin), Kaka (stands for some character in Naruto, not the football player!), Zhi Wen, Jun Yang, Sylvia, Wei Hoong...and the list drags on.
6) Of course, not forgetting Wantingf, Nelson and Hoyin (Panda) who went on the trip with me =)
7) Thanks peeps!!!

I'm sorry to disappoint you.

2006-12-08T12:09:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!!!

comp spoil. currently @ lan shop =P Time's up. gtg. post more in future. cya peeps... bye!

2006-11-26T15:30:00.000+08:00

Heys peeps! ONE last post before I go over to China le. hmmm. just some extra pointers to my previous entry.

I am very noisy (Jia Hao's n Max's feed back): but I'll be gone soon...so nvm...
That time going for Dinner with S16 peeps, saw Kang Sheng @ Sony's roadshow... (sorry for forgetting to blog abt that point, Kang Sheng ;))
PST com RAWKS
I helped an old lady =)
Wouldn't be back until the weeeeeee hours of 7 Dec.
TO Angie, Joy, Ting You, Hui Yi, Jia Jing, ENJOY URSELVES in CHEM in AUST... =D
TO Sebas and HuiBing, ENJOY URSELVES in ECONS in AUST =D
TO Han Yang, Kang Sheng, Germaine, Chian Lim, Bryan, Celeste, ENJOY URSELVES in YUNNAN =D
To Wanting, Hoyin, Nelson, let's enjoy OURSELVES IN XI'AN/CHENG DU
TO the rest in SINGAPORE....ENjoy urselves here =P

Bye peeps. Say Goodbye.

2006-11-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

Yox peeps!!!

Maybe this would be my last post before I go over to China le...

Yesterday went to kayaking with 06S16 peeps, namely, Sebastian, Jia Hao, Boon Hun, Shang Yu, Nelson, Hoyin, Max, Angie, Bernice, Victor and me.! So fun las...haha. for more details u can click on the links of people who went, which is listed above...Now I'll touch on some of the highlights of the whole trip...

The longggggg wait
We arrived at around 2.45pm...and had to wait for Victor, and Max was also waiting for him...(to bring him there) So ended up we waiting for 2 persons...for like 1 hour plus? =P Dunno la...but it was really very lonngggg.... zzz. And then hor...I tried to call one of them...when the line got through, Angie and I were spamming some1's name, then suddenly shoot out some WOW statement...*ahem. Never mind. =P

The S16 Kayak Race
After a few mintues of kayaking, I suggested a kayak race against our own kayaks, and was damm fun!!! All of us cheated on the start, and my kayak (me and sebas) used our might to propel the kayak forward!!! very nice experience...but too bad one of the kayak capsized...

Kayak Alliance!!!
After kayaking for sooo long most of us decided to join our kayaks together and form a tem...as in a single parallel line...SO COOL... Then tried to kayak forward but in the end the paddle ended up hitting people instead...*ouch

Branches Fun
I remember at a certain point in time, alot of us were having alot of fun hiding under the branches, as we were a Kayak alliance, and trying to move forward under JiaHao's command...and he was like Left, Right, LEft...but the 6 kayaks didn't move an inch...then in the end we tio stuck under the branches...when Nelson started shouting," Quick, lay down...!" Then, immmediately, most of the people laied down...and it was a very funny sight. Most of us escaped, only Nelson's Kayak tio stuck in the branches...LOL. Seems that the turtle behind was disrupting him... =P

Dinner
Dinner was in complete chaos...everyone so messy..dunno where to go...And that's the problem of having such a big group...we were like blocking the whole place...and everyone complaining where to go and stuffs. In the end went to Ngee Ann City's Yoshinoya to eat...Haha. Ordering was another problem too. Nelson, Hoyin and I had ALOT troubles trying to remember the orders...haha. LUckily they were there to help... =) Thanks guys!

Dinner zoomed past...and all of us went for a walk along the streets of orchard... =) So chio la...all the lightings...hmmm. *hmmmm. Never mind...YA. So we walked along the streets, brighting decorated with X'mas lightings and stuff...And I suddenyly remembered that I didn't go out for a walk like this for a long time. Not even with my parents... =(

The day ended off with a photo-taking session, which took about 1 hour to complete? The guys...hmmm. I mean. A few of the guys so un-cooperative la...y...Hais. ok lor... =( But nevertheless, we had a nice photo taken...shall post it up when I copied it into my com... =P yepps.

*oh YA. Joy, thanks for the lovely message =) You were the only one who sent me that message out of like 15 people... =) So sweet of you... I really appreciate that ;)

And THanks Boon Hun...for the lil' chat during the MRT ride... =) kinda liften up my mood =)) Thanks dude! Jia You ba!!! Defeat the EVIL powers!!! =D GO GO GO!!

TO ALL WHO ARE GOING FOR OUAP trips: ENJOY URSELVES!!!

Bye peeps! =D